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I was in an abusive relationship last year and ended up self harming almost daily, nearly committing suicide and then I was admitted a psych ward. That was rock bottom for me and I finally decided to be healthy and happy. I was on a roll… yoga, lost the weight I gained, I felt so good… I stopped self harming (and I’ve yet to do so-nearly a year clean after 6 years of cutting :’) …) anyway….lately i’ve been feeling really down. i am more scared than ever that my depression is relapsing. i’ve gained nearly all my weight back, I think about cutting on a weekly basis… it’s really scary. I can’t afford a therapist right now because I have to pay for college and what not. I just hate the way I feel

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