I was abused (I'm a Guy) I would appreciate if you no longer commented on my post as I am still not over what happened, in fact I have a lot of Fucking - Simply Confess

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I was abused (I’m a Guy)

I would appreciate if you no longer commented on my post as I am still not over what happened, in fact I have a lot of F****** anger. You hurt me so bad, because what I could never express, I was constantly in a state of not knowing what I should say. Feeling the tension of what I think, to what I say, always editing, guarding, editing, self-doubt and self adjustment, based on your f****** movements. I hated that, I hated you for making me do that, I hated myself for not standing up and say enough, f*** what is right, f*** what people think, f*** your emotional well being! I Hate that I have no balls, I hate myself that I didn’t have enough self-respect to leave when you hit me the first time. I HATE that I am afraid to get close to someone, I hate that when I smell your perfume My chest tightens, I HATE the fear that I am going to turn around and you are going to be there. I HATE that I am always checking my security online. I hate that I don’t trust people. I hate the way I am feeling. I hate not being able to express that, I Hate that that tension inside so High I threw up all the time. Yeah I don’t do that anymore, Dr said it was stress related. I hate that I won’t send this to you because I still would worry about you cutting yourself, throwing up, or killing yourself, I hate that you put that on me. I hate that you flashed me, and mocked me for not wanting to have s**. I hate you are doing well Because I am not, even after a year.

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I see a few confessions on here complaining about wearing a rubber. If that is all you have to do then you should thank your wife.

I am married just a few months and she makes me wear a rubber plus I have to wear Ohnut Buffer rings. She says she doesn’t like deep penetration and only wants slight penetration. I’m hardly allowed inside her at all. Look up OHNUT on the web and see for yourself what it looks like.

She is very hot, s*** and physically fit and I really want to bang her but she makes sure I can’t get my hard c ock very far in her. She prefers that I lick her to her climax.

Plus she likes to have my balls tight in the sac. For a quick way to pull them tightly together she uses a retaining clip called the TestiGrips ® to hold my balls. The clip tightly holds my balls together in the smallest amount of sac possible. They are usually turned blue when she takes the clip off after I am done pleasing her. Look up TestiGrips ® on the web and you will see what the orange clip looks like.

She got the idea from one of her girlfriends. Several of her friends clip their boyfriends’ balls. After exchanging stories with her friends she decided to do it to too. So now she clips and restrains my balls too.

She and her girlfriends find that one advantage is it slows down the thrusting. Tightly restricted balls are too sensitive to be banging into her and so the thrusts must be better controlled. Some of her girlfriends use a cord to tie up the balls but others use the retaining clip. She uses both.

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I tell you one thing,It’s a pure aggravation dealing with old people who complain all the dang time. They have nothing better to do put sniff the air for any excuse to b*tch all the time. Ret*rds don’t know how the f*ck to stay out of your way. With Ret*rds,they follow you right on your azz like a vehicle following too closely. Move out of their way and I be d*mn if they still not right behind you. You can be busy and they’ll get right in your way when they need to sit the f*ck down! They remind me so much of deer at night that get in the road and you honk the horn and the dumb mother f*ckers don’t move to any side of the road their azz is right f*cking there!!! Old people and ret*rds irritate the f*ck out of me. They may not can help it but I feel God made them that way to punish us for no reason.