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My mind is bothered by thoughts of not ever feeling like an importance to someone. I thought maybe I was, but I must have fooled myself again. I not feel needed, really. I feel that maybe someone needs me but when I see them acting as if they hate me or to them, I never really existed I seem to feel that I most likely am not in that someone’s thoughts as much as they are in mine. My mind seems to have eaten over itself over this someone. I’m so tired of trying what is complicated to tell me you miss and love me yet continue to keep your head turned away. What is complicated? I do not understand. I need to be away. I’m tired. I am of no one’s concern. I never seem to be something of importance to this ex lover. Neither do they seem to be as miserable to have lost me as I am to have lost them.

New Confession

I see a few confessions on here complaining about wearing a rubber. If that is all you have to do then you should thank your wife.

I am married just a few months and she makes me wear a rubber plus I have to wear Ohnut Buffer rings. She says she doesn’t like deep penetration and only wants slight penetration. I’m hardly allowed inside her at all. Look up OHNUT on the web and see for yourself what it looks like.

She is very hot, s*** and physically fit and I really want to bang her but she makes sure I can’t get my hard c ock very far in her. She prefers that I lick her to her climax.

Plus she likes to have my balls tight in the sac. For a quick way to pull them tightly together she uses a retaining clip called the TestiGrips ® to hold my balls. The clip tightly holds my balls together in the smallest amount of sac possible. They are usually turned blue when she takes the clip off after I am done pleasing her. Look up TestiGrips ® on the web and you will see what the orange clip looks like.

She got the idea from one of her girlfriends. Several of her friends clip their boyfriends’ balls. After exchanging stories with her friends she decided to do it to too. So now she clips and restrains my balls too.

She and her girlfriends find that one advantage is it slows down the thrusting. Tightly restricted balls are too sensitive to be banging into her and so the thrusts must be better controlled. Some of her girlfriends use a cord to tie up the balls but others use the retaining clip. She uses both.

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