I think letting this out is going to make me feel better. I hope so. I was seeing a couple of different guys (I am a guy, too) and because one of them

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I think letting this out is going to make me feel better. I hope so.

I was seeing a couple of different guys (I am a guy, too) and because one of them wouldn’t let go of his ex (if we were in the same place, he would act very distant from me) I chose to be with the other guy. However, guy number one was intelligent, owned his own business, drove a nice car, had a great house in the country, was well-traveled, and had a body that I lusted after. The other guy was a drunk, not that attractive, had no car, a minimum wage job, bad credit, and lied to me about having a driver’s license when he didn’t. I have been with the other guy now for almost 12 years and in that time he has verbally abused me more than I can say. He has kept me up at night worrying where he is.

He told me he doesn’t love me any more. We never have s**. The first s** I have had in about four years happened when I took a business trip this year and I hooked up with a guy from Craigslist. I still think about guy number one and how my life may have been different. I imagine I will still be with guy 2 when the 13th year rolls around. His family tells me I have been good for him, but they don’t know the things I have been through. I guess I have stopped caring for myself. But, I keep going, hoping things will be better tomorrow. Maybe not with this “relationship”, but in other ways. I wish I could be happy and loved and needed.

Thank you for reading.

New Confession

I see a few confessions on here complaining about wearing a rubber. If that is all you have to do then you should thank your wife.

I am married just a few months and she makes me wear a rubber plus I have to wear Ohnut Buffer rings. She says she doesn’t like deep penetration and only wants slight penetration. I’m hardly allowed inside her at all. Look up OHNUT on the web and see for yourself what it looks like.

She is very hot, s*** and physically fit and I really want to bang her but she makes sure I can’t get my hard c ock very far in her. She prefers that I lick her to her climax.

Plus she likes to have my balls tight in the sac. For a quick way to pull them tightly together she uses a retaining clip called the TestiGrips ® to hold my balls. The clip tightly holds my balls together in the smallest amount of sac possible. They are usually turned blue when she takes the clip off after I am done pleasing her. Look up TestiGrips ® on the web and you will see what the orange clip looks like.

She got the idea from one of her girlfriends. Several of her friends clip their boyfriends’ balls. After exchanging stories with her friends she decided to do it to too. So now she clips and restrains my balls too.

She and her girlfriends find that one advantage is it slows down the thrusting. Tightly restricted balls are too sensitive to be banging into her and so the thrusts must be better controlled. Some of her girlfriends use a cord to tie up the balls but others use the retaining clip. She uses both.

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