I am not in love with my husband anymore. As if anyone has never heard that one right? I tell him I love him though and am trying to act as if I do because maybe the feelings will return. The thing is that I am in love with this man named Hazim who goes to my gym. I have seen him about 5 days a week for the last year and a half at 5:30 in the morning. I have never even spoken to him because I am petrified to…I have never ever felt this way about anyone. Some can call it lust, and that is fine but I know it is not. I don’t know how to leave my marriage and I certainly don’t know how to talk to htis man. There have been many times that I knew he would strick up the courage to speak to me but I practically bolt out the door.

How do I get to know Hazim. I don’t want another year to go by without knowing him.