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I am a guy with a small d***… age 24 now…
When i was small, I of course was bombarded by the p***-world but was reassured by constant learning that d*** size doesn’t matter an I was like,”good for me!” I went on to become a self satisfied individual but as I grew older, I began to realise how big-d***-minded this world really is.
I have faced constant rejections from girls. Then I went on to becoming a total d***, personality-wise, as a result of that. I love girls and I respect them but the moment I get a whiff of them being judgemental (d***-size related stuff, u get what I mean!), I totally loose interest in them and just sever ties (this is what I meant by me being a d***).
I haven’t been fortunate enough to come across a single girl who doesn’t have that kind of thinking.
Now, I am so afraid of getting on with girls even though I want to be with them.
Guys are cool with guys having small dicks…eventually. The locker room jokes are history, it seems. Girls are cool with other girls having smaller to no b**** at all. Most guys are too. So, what is up with this larger section of women who just abhore being with small-d***-sized guys like me?
N I’m not tiny, mind you (4.5in), but still the insecurities are so much that whenever I meet a new girl, I come across as obnoxious and I know it. That’s my defence mechanism to filter out the judgemental people.. If they don’t like me as an obnoxious a**, they’d probably not like my obnoxious little d***.

I know, some might say ‘you’ll find the right someone who’ll understand’, some might say ‘try not being an a**’, some might say ‘be sweet and smooth and gentle to girls’,some might say ‘turn gay’.
I have tried all that…for prolonged periods of time…. and always failed…

For me, the saying ‘the world revolves around d***’ is as real as a nightmare can get.

I’m afraid… I’m alone…and I’m hurting…

Thank you for reading. I feel lighter.

New Confession

I remember we were both 16 I believe or she was older. No, she was a senior in high school and I was a sophomore. I knew her because we talked most of his time but at the same time I remember months later, she walked me down the steps and broad daylight in our apartment and that’s the first time I got my s** experience for my girl and I remember she was bending down I saw her with no p****** and I remember she got down after she bend over I said please get up and I said what are you gonna show me and she got done she put on my pants and she said you’re hairy and I said I know I am I forgot to shave and s***. I got hard and she said you have a huge c*** and I said I know I do I said I did them with it not that much and she started sucking it and giving me a h******* and it was nice. I don’t know if I peed or I come I don’t remember, but that’s when her little brother caught us and I said oh s*** we’re in trouble dude and I said please get up and her mom was there too like damn we’re fucked and we went to go back to the apartment and I’m like damn pain of shame and I’m was about to slapper and the siblings and her brother was there and I said kids go to the kitchen or go upstairs please dude I don’t know man go to the kitchen or go upstairs please dude thank you and the mom said listen to me while I’m talking to you and I said ma’am, you don’t have to your daughter and she was about you and I defend her and I’m saying ma’am don’t hit your daughter please and she said oh and I said no we’re not in love or anything it would just have fresh experience that’s all but I never only texted her once I said do you hey do you remember the black cat in our apartment and that’s it and she texted back saying what do you mean and I said do you know the cat and and no, and we just talked after that, but we didn’t do anything. Nothing like that then she said call my mom and I said I don’t know where she live and she said yeah you do and I called my mom and my mom was about to hit me. She got mad and s*** and I said mom don’t hit me. Hey don’t hit me please what’s wrong with you? We’re teenagers for once and we got caught and this is public disobedience I understand we probably traumatized that child but what I’m saying is it so forget what happened today and never speak of it again

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