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I am a guy with a small d***… age 24 now…
When i was small, I of course was bombarded by the p***-world but was reassured by constant learning that d*** size doesn’t matter an I was like,”good for me!” I went on to become a self satisfied individual but as I grew older, I began to realise how big-d***-minded this world really is.
I have faced constant rejections from girls. Then I went on to becoming a total d***, personality-wise, as a result of that. I love girls and I respect them but the moment I get a whiff of them being judgemental (d***-size related stuff, u get what I mean!), I totally loose interest in them and just sever ties (this is what I meant by me being a d***).
I haven’t been fortunate enough to come across a single girl who doesn’t have that kind of thinking.
Now, I am so afraid of getting on with girls even though I want to be with them.
Guys are cool with guys having small dicks…eventually. The locker room jokes are history, it seems. Girls are cool with other girls having smaller to no b**** at all. Most guys are too. So, what is up with this larger section of women who just abhore being with small-d***-sized guys like me?
N I’m not tiny, mind you (4.5in), but still the insecurities are so much that whenever I meet a new girl, I come across as obnoxious and I know it. That’s my defence mechanism to filter out the judgemental people.. If they don’t like me as an obnoxious a**, they’d probably not like my obnoxious little d***.

I know, some might say ‘you’ll find the right someone who’ll understand’, some might say ‘try not being an a**’, some might say ‘be sweet and smooth and gentle to girls’,some might say ‘turn gay’.
I have tried all that…for prolonged periods of time…. and always failed…

For me, the saying ‘the world revolves around d***’ is as real as a nightmare can get.

I’m afraid… I’m alone…and I’m hurting…

Thank you for reading. I feel lighter.

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