I am an indisciplined spoilt lazy person. I have wasted the youth of my life addicted to p*** and m***********. I am hating myself. My world is topsy turvy. I have been reaching late to office everyday because I stay up late jerking off, or, do not get sleep somehow.
I have countless movies and novels I wish to read, but I am addicted to m***********.

I want to change all this. I want to cut my addiction. It has been 15 years. I am feeling guilty. I have been feeling guilty for more than a year damn, rather a decade. It is the addiction, and time wastage. I am not living my life because of this. Because it is like living in a virtual world. Damn damn damn! My life is going nowhere. career fucked up! personality fucked up… Damn