12 years
x
256 Views

I was a PCP user for years and it changed my personality completely. The friends I had forever I lost, the new friends I’ve made just seem shallow and unattached (maybe I’m the shallow one). I’ve been clean of the stuff for eight years, but my brain still has that familiar foggy feeling. My thinking is disorganized, I can’t socialize like I used to, which I was never that good at to begin with, and my creativity is all but disappeared. I live inside my own head for the time being. People think I’m strange and I honestly can’t blame them. I started using when I was 15, stopped right before I turned 18. I’ve gotten better since then (I used to think constantly that people were after me or plotting against me), but I know I’ll never be the same. I guess that just comes with maturity though.

New Confession

Related Confessions