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I wish I could talk about my feeling but whenever I try and open my mouth to speak my throat closes up and I can’t say anything. If I’m able to force myself to speak my brain blanks and I can’t remember anything I wanted to say. It’s easier for me to type to you but I want to be able to say things out loud to your face. I miss you. I want to be with you but you deserve someone who isn’t broken. You deserve someone who can love you. I’m scared that you will find her. I want you to be happy but I’m scared of losing you. I want to be with you but I don’t feel like I’m good enough even when you say I am. You deserve so much better. I’m sorry.

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