Sometimes i wonder how my boyfriend loves me when im so imperfect , my body is so weirdly shaped i cant even be proud to wear certain things and i know being yourself is beautiful but alot of the time i feel ugly and try to compensate that with makeup cause i wanna be a makeup artist but that wont change the way my body looks its hard to be happy kn my own skin sometimes i cant love myself so how can he love me s much as he does