God I’m like totally stuck in this place. I used to be a bright student in my school but now in college I’m a dumbass. And have been so since 4 years. I don’t know what has happened to me but I just can’t study! I’ve always aspired becoming a strong and independent woman but this current situation is just so sucking! I’m an engineering student and I chose this field b’coz I thought it would give me better prospects. But I don’t know what to do to get good grades. I’m always good at viva exams and I’m a regular student too. My father has had an unsuccesful life so far. I don’t wan’t to be like him!! GOD! I’m in my final year now and this is the time when even the dumbest students clear ther A.T.K.Ts but I’m here apearing for 2! And the even greater thing is that my exams are from 25/11 and I haven’t prepared even 20% of my syllabus!! I’m just s*** scared of what future holds for me.