So I have been feeling really depressed for the last few months and have done stuff I shouldn’t have . I have three close friends who are honestly the best as when ever I’m feeling s*** or have the urge to cut or take pills I can tell them and they call me or we go a walk and it would be worse without them. Two of them are the same and are struggling right now more than ever. It hurts so much to be on the phone to them while they cry and I feel so helpless sometimes . It kills me seeing them both like that.

Today I was in school and I was in the line with a couple of people I know and I over heard one of them saying about how one of there friends had told her about her cutting everynight and how she was fed up of hearing about it. Me and the person who had been cutting don’t really get along but I couldn’t bare to hear that they were fed up of helping someone who honestly needs it and is struggling. It also hit home that I have been quite lucky to have understanding friends. The idea that people are suffering in silence is something I hate thinking about so all I could think of is about what I had heard and I really want to help her or anyone suffering from a mental illness or just feeling really down. Everyone should have someone to turn to.