My girlfriend and I have been together for over 5 years now. Living together for like 4 and some months. She used to go on my emails and iPod and ask my

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My girlfriend and I have been together for over 5 years now. Living together for like 4 and some months. She used to go on my emails and iPod and ask my friends if I’m cheating on her. When she got her first cell, I left it alone but when she asked me to get it for her I saw messages of her badmouthing me to her cousin. We talked and it was fine.

A couple years ago I went on her phone again and found messages between her and a chick friend. Bunch of “I love you”‘s and talk about leaving me for her, but not wanting to hurt me. I talked to her about it and she and the other chick ended up fighting and are no longer friends.

Flash up to recently, she’s since abandoned the old phone and got a new one despite having the means to pay for it. She’s been sketchy with it. She’s hanging out with a guy from work, I’ve told her not to have a guy friend over when I’m not home but he’s been here plenty and stayed all night the other night when I planned alone time.

I took her phone when I went to meet someone as I don’t have a cell, and a guy she said she blocked but couldn’t figure out how to block on this app of hers, was texting her with “baby” and stuff.

She’s threatened to leave over me wanting to see her phone. Am I wrong for wanting to see her phone after all this? I mean, I don’t even talk about my issues I have with her to anyone. As far as friends and family are concerned, she’s perfect and I want to marry her. I don’t like to villify her, hence the anonymous posting here. But she’s quick to talk to almost any of my friends about our problems and never really me. I feel hypocritical even posting this but it’s been 5 years. I need to hear something. Am I right? Am I wrong?

I’m not abusive in the least (unless you consider poking and tickling as abusive). I’ve never cheated. I don’t want to be controlling but I feel like my trust is lower and lower with every odd reaction or behaviour she exhibits.

I don’t know. Am I wrong for asking her on occasion to go through her phone? Is it wrong if I get a little scared when I see her delete something? Am I wrong for wanting to fight so hard to not risk losing her?

New Confession

I was 14 for my first television show and on the side stage before going on camera one day the producer’s son that was 8 years old came up to me dragged up a chair and started hugging me and kissing me for righteously and started massaging my d*** and continued until it ejaculated and then he put my hand on his d*** which was very hard and then moved my hand up and down and I gave him a throbbing o***** as well we continue that for the rest of our lives and moved to Italy when he was 14 and got married I’m 20 years later we would not have it any other way but the point of this message is he chose that at 8 years old and it’s not regretted a moment of it and neither have I when we spent the night together he enjoyed f****** me and became one of the smartest people in his class…… He would spend the night with me on a night before filming and then later I stayed in his suite at his home and he began f****** me at 9 years old and had the most beautiful sounds of ecstasy his mother would come in and say you boys don’t stay up too late now as his d*** was throbbing in me….. After we were together about 6 months he had two other brothers and he said could we help them have o***** so he let them f****** as they had no one to give them o*****…… They were so incredibly beautiful …. Robbie showed them how to f****** from the rear and how to lubricate the p**** and they watched until they completed o***** and then the next one took his turn while the other two stood by with hard dicks throbbing even though they had just completed f****** me they both kissed my heart throbbing d*** as they went back to their own rooms Robbie took care of my d*** after they left and drank everything and became a part of me later with his first e********** as he was f****** me I became a part of him through The years our passion and love for each other have never stopped that is why I cannot identify with the control people want to have over what boys do with their d*** and who they can give it to and what they can do with it it’s a part of who they are it helps them become who they are meant to be

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