i was raised mormon and although my parents an family are accepting, i seem to be the only one having a problem with being gay. i hate it. so ive also begun to form some bad habits. binge drinking frequently, partying, ans its gotten into some worse things its gotten especially bad for my brother. hes been addicted to heroin and has been using it every couple hours every day for months. hes been stealing my money and selling his friends ipods and things and i want to tell my parents but im scared he will get mad and mever talk to me again and tell my parents about how i was doing cocaine with him last year. and also telling my parents about everything wee been doing would destroy my mom who is the most amazing perso i know and i love her so mch. it would also not help my dad who has his own alcohol problems. he drinks a bottle of wine every night and several beers. im scared about the future. i go to college next year. i feel like im going to die soon.