I am a stupid who was in love with a person over 4years without knowing the details of him like name. Seems weird case but its true.
What happened in these four years between us: Just met him once for an hour (as he is staying in abroad), chatting over whatsapp sometime(whenever he wants to talk, he will not respond, If u wanna talk!!). At last, he told to breakup this relation. I wondered is this Love/Relation.
Again I m a stupid, because I tried a lot to convince him on this.
Now whats happening in this year of My life.
I m working in a Company. There is one person in my team who had a breakup recently and was addicted to Drugs, Alcohol, Smoking..What not!!everything..

So started talking to him, and tried my best to change his attitude. But nothing works out, instead I ve started drinking with him and fell in love with him.(Stupidity)

Initially, he was not at all interested, later he changed and one day he came to me and asked lets be in a relation, meanwhile if u get any match proceed with that else we will continue dis. I ve accepted this proposal just bcos I like him(love).

Now, he changed his words, he is saying that he is still not be able to forget that girl.
Who am I now..Again a stupid

Don’t want to believe him.. When I am loving a person, why don’t they make sure whether they can actually deserves it or not