My boyfriend says he loves me and I love him but the way he acts makes me think I’m just his pet project. We haven’t had s** in so long that I have forgotten why I liked it so much. We never cuddle or kiss and he gets very distant on and off. He never shares any info about whats going on with his life even thought we live together.

I sometimes think he’d be happier if I killed my self. Everyone would be happier. I don’t know what to do. I wish I was never born. Everyone would be better without me.