My sister has anxiety, and my brothers in prison. Ever since my parents found out my sister has anxiety things have gotten hard. I’m in trouble three times as much as I used to be (for doing stuff I’ve always done.) Now I’m feeling stressed, I feel like I need to be fantastic all the time. I was really depressed a couple years ago when my brother went to jail. Since he’s in prison, and she has anxiety I fee like I need to give my parents the best kid I can ( that “kid” being me). I’m trying very hard (not getting a lot of appreciation), but it’s not easy. Honestly I don’t quite know how to explain the feelings I get exactly. I feel sad for the way things are, angry at my parents for getting on to me for silly stuff, resentment towards my brother and a little towards my sister, and despair because no one notices all of this. I honestly love my life, really I do, it’s just so much to handle.

Any advice?