I feel like dying ._. i got broken up with yesterday. 3 family members have died as month. and already feeling like crap i get bullied alot at school. thats why i am now being transferred to being home schooled. anywho today i got called all the things nobody should call a girl. and it was all by my ex. he has the courtesy to call me at 1 am to cuss me out and say how much he hates me and how worthless i am. he says im a garden tool because before i dated him i broke up with this guy just for him. then i broke up with him not for another guy but because i didnt find him so respectful. and i met this guy and like so happens to now be my like bestfriend and hes always there for me so today i cried my eyes out and leaned on him while he gave me advice and thats when my ex saw and got really mad. he yelled im a dirty s*** to everyone. and that im not a virgin. and no i am not one but he does not know i was raped. so. screw my life.