I hat school I am terrified of it. I hate going, people are always mean to me and I don’t want to see them. Today I find out that this kid who has globophobia has made balloons prohibited in school, you can’t even say balloon to him or you get detention. He is even taken more seriously than epileptics, I told my teacher who was concerned about the flashing lights in our class room that she should probably tell someone about it especially if the administration take ballon phobia seriously they will surely take epilepsy seriously. Everyone starting telling me how serious the balloon phobia was. It just makes me so angry people are allowed to treat me like crap, I am allowed to feel like crap all the time in school and some how my fear of people being rude to me and calling me names is irrational yet the fear of f****** balloons is perfectly legit. F*** THIS I HATE SCHOOL.
I know I shouldn’t resent this kid he is only young and it is probably a tough fear, but I can’t help feeling completely devalued by a school that I do so much for when a kid who is afraid of balloons gets more support than I do. I was even forced to sit next to the kids who bullied me when I asked to be moved they just refused. I feel so much like no one cares about me and I don’t want to be there. I am a prefect, I’m on school council, I give talks in debating society, I have an academic scholarship and I have really good grades. Yet I still feel invisible in school and everyone thinks it is ok to treat me like crap(but f****** balloon kid is ok!!!!WTF). What do I do?
