I’m going to apologize in advance because this may get a tad long. I’m a 15 and 1/2 year old girl , and I have a crush on my brother in law’s 18 year old brother. But, the thing is he has had a girlfriend for almost a year now. And the worst part is the b**** JUST turned 16 ! And I used to think I was to young for him!!! and I don’t know what the hell he sees in her. Sure she’s skinny, and blonde but nothing else. The only thing they have in common is that they both like the Walking Dead. She’s just a too thin nothing. She barely eats anything and she barely has any intelligence, and has gone to summer school several times. You should see her facebook profile, it’s disgusting. It made me feel sick! I was looking at it tonight, you see today is his birthday, and she was saying how she loved him and that they’ve been dating for more than a 11 months and all this s***. and he said I love you back, and the worst part was that she was gloating about how they were going to have great birthday s**. It made my stomach sink and my heart ache. Whenever I see them together it makes me feel so alone inside, and reminds me that I’ve never had a boyfriend, and makes me want someone even more. And that I’m too immature and he’s too old for me according to my parents. Even though, she’s just a few months older than me which makes it even worse. And you know what? Guess where they met? summer school. Also, he not the best guy at all, I know that I can find someone better than him, but when I see him I still get butterflies in my stomach. But, f*** both of them! I’ll find someone else. Finding this website gave me someone to talk to, and thank you to whomever is reading this. I just wanted to get my frustrations out there!