I cheated on my boyfriend with his roommate. OK so here’s the story so that it won’t be confusing. Let’s give them nicknames. My boyfriend will be known as love and his roommate will be called dear. so here is what happened just this Sunday. my boyfriend was in a meeting. naturally his roommate and I made an agreement to meet.I felt a little scared and nervous because I have done this before but still you know its not to cheat right or not?he told me that he was going to pick me up and I pack see and we were going on a motel together.I felt like such a prostitute but then again we both chose to be together that day. And we did go to a motel you did stuff to each other for 3 hours. It was an experience I want to forget and have to confess to anyone who would listen because I can’t tell my boyfriend since I don’t want to let him go yet. But ever since knowing him since about a month ago all we have done is just to have s** andI’m not saying that’s a bad thing but I see you like he’s just using me to do his homework and his s** mate like a f*** buddy. I felt a little guilty afterwards since he asked me to go to his apartment with his roommate wasn’t there yet. You didn’t know that I was with him and I think he still trusts me. But he really doesn’t like it when I go to his apartment and he goes out and his roommate stays in the room with me. I don’t know what will happen in the future though. But hopefully I would get over him as quickly as possible since I don’t want them to stop being friends and roommates. It’s hard to have a foreigner as your boyfriend because you don’t know what their culture is and the fact that you have different ideas and opinion just doesn’t make it easy for the both of you to talk to communicate and understand each other. This has been a long post but I needed to get these feelings out of my head and to just get my words over the Internet. I have wanted to tell him ever since that happened yesterday because my conscience cannot take it anymore. I am such an honest person but a very bad person too. I don’t know why I keep doing this to him since I have done it with other men before. He may have done this to you know we will never know because you know we don’t talk that much and when we do talk it’s all about how to do his homework or like actually I can’t think of anything else since that I don’t he’s actually my first boyfriend and there’s nothing much that happening that’s let’s all mine mine that qualifies as the definition of a boyfriend. I mean there is s** yes and maybe love I’m not sure yet but that’s what we tell each other.