I am confessing online as to my online sins against God, my wife and my children. I have been a man of faith who has love god from the time I was a child. My father got me started in p********** at an early age. I have struggled with this most of my adult life It has caused me so much pain over the years and created such self loathing that is impossible to explain. It has further contributed to me becoming a s******* immoral man and have caused me to cheat on my wife multiple times throughout out 25 year marriage. I confess this because, I am finally free from the measure of this death that has plagued me. I take full responsibility and I pray the mercy and grace of God will continue to abound in my life and empower me to resist temptation, stop objectifying women with my eyes and never fall to s***** immorality. My prayer is that God does not require my life based in recent failures and will allow me to continue to serve without the sin issues that are no longer in my heart