Love as you have always loved him,
Let another year and more to pass;
And then ask yourself:
Why did you begin to feel this spark with his best friend?
No – nothing happened, but it was SAID.
And now you worry – for himself or yourself you wonder–
Worry about hurting him, him feeling betrayed? Or,
For the fear of being found out, this guilt that it may be revealed…
the messages and words that can’t be taken back.

I continue loving him as always, … being happy and fulfilled
But now trying to not fear or worry