do not know that i like her or not but i alway get depressed whenever i think about her
i broke up with her 5 month ago but lately i m thinking about her too much .
presently she is in my house and i m seating in another room writing confession like
a dumbo.she also loves me alot , donno about now she loves me or not but i always think about her.i m a guy who lives in fantasy world and think world as a movie.
my desire to have a perfect girl with a perfect life but when ever i get free time i think about that girl at night i can spend some time for study but what i do is just think about her .day after tommarow i m going to college which is far from my home and i feel like a deep pain in my heart .i never get time to spend with her bcoz of her family.she is like a small baby she always fear of get caught and bcoz of that we have already cancelled our trip 2 time i know 2 time is very small but yes only we get 2 chance to go out which get ruin just bcoz of his brother.her sister know about us and except her noone knows about us.i always fantasies about her ….it is like a dream for me to hang out with her.what i have done for is nothing .what i like about her is innocence.
the reason for break up is so interesting the day before breaking up we were talking like normal couple and i was talking about dirty s***.she do not like adult chat then also
because of me she try hard to listen it just for my sake. and next day i send her a text msg that i dont like u .lets be frnd again she was thinking like i was joking and said u will not find a girl like me and i dont reply her ,next day she text me that she is sorry
even she do not know for what reason she is saying sorry to me.at that day also i do not text her back.
from that day i feel proud that i dumb a girl down .but now i m a pathetic b****** and feeling sorry that what i have done.but now she is ignoring me and i cannt do anything.