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Thanks to that truth, that epiphany, I’m ready, truly ready, to get the hell out of here now. It will feel good to walk away unencumbered. To leave you all doing what makes you feel better. I feel better just knowing you are doing what makes you feel better. I do. I really do. Blaming me and casting me as the enemy is what makes you feel better and that’s okay. It doesn’t mean it’s true, it’s just something that makes you feel better. So do it. But I’m facing the other direction and walking away now. Isn’t this great? We don’t need to fight anymore! I’m done! I don’t have to waste energy arguing my value as a human being with you anymore! Being suspicious and distrustful of me and/or love isn’t a really good place for you to languish but it’s what you know and what is more comfortable for you and you should have that. No more fighting, no more pushing against each other. I can move on and feel free. You get your way and I get mine. Problem solved. You can blame me for everything forever and I get to go be happy. Free. I am setting myself free. And I am so very proud of myself for doing so– because that means there is more room in my life for the good to come in AND it can come in even easier. In fact, I’m already seeing the results and it makes me very happy! I say yes to it and I want more! Have fun where you are and so will I. I still have hope that you will come around. I will always have hope for you. But I have always loved life. I can’t wait to go out and explore more of it while you grumble in dismay at how bad your life is (and how bad I am for not playing the game anymore. But what did you expect from “Little Miss Sunshine”?) I love you all. Thank you for helping me get to this place in life. It’s a wonderful place to be. Wonderful, wonderful, wonderful. It feels so good! I’m done!

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