I’ve had a crush on him in over a year. And I don’t think it’s just a crush anymore. I too to him and such but I’m sure he thinks I’m ugly. He likes someone else and the mere thought hurts me. My friend just reminds me everytime that he likes someone else. You know that feeling in your heart? It’s like that small stab of pain in your heart. That’s what I felt. And honestly I don’t think I can take it anymore. I just wish for one day. Just one that he’ll notice me. And if you’re reading this by chance (which you’re probably not), I f****** love you so damn much. I love you so so much that it gives me physical pain. And it makes me die on the inside everytime I see you two walking around with each other, just talking and laughing about something. I just love you okay? I love you so much and I don’t think I can take it anymore so I’m gonna try and let you go.

Goodbye