I’m 19 now. When I was in seventh grade, my rebellious stage started. I was trying Wicca, getting away from my Christian family. I started hanging out with this guy, a 18 or so year old pagan. He said I’d be able to join his coven. I hung around him all the time. He made me feel like I belonged somewhere. Then one day he told me he planned on r***** someone. I thought he was kidding. He ended up r***** her a few days later. He and another guy were arrested. I was in school at the time. I know I should have told someone. I should have done something to prevent it. But I didn’t. I blame myself still. Am I just as guilty?