I want love so bad. I tell everyone I don’t want a boyfriend, but I deeply want to find true love. I want to be so in love that it just makes me fly in the air. 🙁 I am attracted to men that are much older than me. I put it to a minimum 5 years to be reasonable but I just feel myself deeply attracted to men that are about 10-20 years older than me. But it is so hard to find a decent one, one that is not a perv… One that is smart and responsible, one that is compatible with me and one that I am compatible with. I am 21 and I look like a kid, I don’t know if I am pretty or not, no guys have ever come to me to talk and try to set something up with me. I don’t know why… Maybe they are scared of me because I have this pretentious trait that I have inherited from my family… I really really really want to fall in love with the correct person, someone that might become my husband in the future and that I will respect and that will respect me… I can’t keep these feelings and passion inside of me. I have so much love to give and I am so tired to dream about a man that does not even exist
