I don’t know if I might be asexual or a lesbian or bisexual or heterosexual or what. I’m so confused. All of my friends are always talking about boys and I have next to no interest in them, and prefer books, films or talking about random facts.
I’m 17 and have had about one massive crush in the past (on a guy) and a few other little crushes on both sexes, but none of them were really in a s***** way, and mostly based on their intellect. A couple of time I havw had urges to kiss one of my best (girl) friends. I’ve never gone out with anyone, but that might because I’m quite shy, so I can’t tell.
One of my friends already makes jokes about how I’m a lesbian, and this offends me, although it shouldn’t. I guess it’s because I think I might be bisexual and am afraid that people will find out if she keeps suggesting I like girls too. I catch myself looking at beautiful girls sometimes and just pretend that I like their haircut or their outfit but I’m not always sure. Yeah…
