i posted recently here that i had cheated on my girlfriend with a girl i started to fall for, i did this cos we went in a downward spiral of our relationship and i didn’t had the same feelings for her in weeks ( even months).

i finally mustered all my courage to do the right thing since staying with her wouldn’t make me or her happy. when i did she broke in tears and begging me not to go and that she was at fault for some stuff, we both started to cry… it became so hard that when i did say my feelings on the situation, that she would block my way out. this took three hours and then i realized i had to tell her about the other girl. i thought she has the right to know why i ending it with her.

she was speechless and enraged like i would have expected and after some resistance she let me go.

now i feel guilty and want to make things right for her, but i just can’t be with her anymore. anyone tips for dealing with the guilt.

but then again, i might deserve it…