I have trouble sitting in dead silence.
So for you to keep me in darkness, acting like everything is alright when it’s not. Is driving me insane, cause I know more than you let on. I know you lost your job, I know we’re going to lose our house eventually. I know we’re going have to be more cautious with the money we still have. And I know that once we start moving, its going to be harsh… So even though I’m your only daughter and your my only parent, why keep me in darkness, I’m fifteen. Do you not trust me, to handle it well? Or… Cause I finally hit that point where its time to be an adult, when November happened. I’m not stupid. So why, why not tell me? We were once tight, told each other everything, made each other laugh, so what’s wrong with now? But for your sake contemplating on how you plan to deal with these issues. I will pretend that I still know nothing, while discreetly trying my best to help you along the way.

And I’m sorry I snooped behind your back. But, I needed to know. I’m sorry.