Crazy cat. Does he even realize that the passion plus everything he loves about me comes directly from that which he struggles hating about me? You have spent your life under other people’s mocking and ridiculing your cheaper version of the our ritualistic practices and pedophilia worship. Now you have met that which you hate in the flesh, throwing you into glimpses of true, real love; that which was given to me by the truth. Only this truth will set you free if you let it. In the meantime, I love each and every nuance, belief, every curve of your body, every word you speak, and every desire in your heart very deeply. Your struggles are real and I want to be there for each and every one of them. When the walls come down our bodies will be lifted into an entangled, orgasmic experience that just goes on and on. It will be heaven dear.