I’m living it. My life feels like a lie. My fiancé joined ashley madison and I found him on it. I couldn’t bear the thought of being broke again so I’ve stayed. I can’t afford for him to leave and he knows it. He pays my phone and petrol bills. Everything he buys for me makes me feel like he’s buying because he feels guilty for what he’s put me through. I can’t prove he still has a secret facebook account. He told one of my best friends through his fake account that he thinks about her. I knkw he’s an immature person but I am feeling so fake around him. I’m 37. I know better. But I’m feeling so trapped. I can think of a way out but it’s no answer.