Phone off is an option. But there isn’t the Brain off option. So I sleep. I can’t take everything anymore. Never been this stressed, disappointed, let down or hurt. There’s a lot I can’t take anymore. And the fact that I’m not that strong person anymore is the most demotivating factor there is. I’m still here for one thing, one thing is saving me. My little girl. I wanna see what she’s gonna look like. What she’ll pick as an activity, dance or martial arts. Music or books.
I wanna see if she’s gonna be this small version of me, or a stronger more amazing girl.
I need this brain off option. But it doesn’t last. Time is not manageable. Or else, I would’ve skipped a couple of years…
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What is that all about? You can be strong if u want to just don’t give up and don’t try to run away by skipping the years. Some people need you, some others want to make u happy
Min 3am byehke?!
Who is talking in none of your business (it’s an anonymous site no?)
I think you should change your interest, go out with different people, change your job (or get a new one) Find a new purpose, a new aim, a new goal, you need that till you get your little girl(i am sure she will be adorable and very happy because of all the love you re giving her)
… and one more thing i am still the same person talking that’s a reply for your” min 3am byehke”(:
I don’t know if you already read my comments and you thought about what i said.. I just needed to add that i want you to be strong.. i want you.. i know that evrything you are passing by is hard and complicated (some people arround you, are not helping or they are making it harder, but others are doing their best to be there for you)(: