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My mother and I were just talking about s** and I told her that my friend Brad and I have played with one another a few times and we had fun doing it. She looked at me real funny and are you kidding me. I said not at all mom. I told her that it started on day we both were really h**** and we got in the camper sell on his truck and we sucked on each other and i got him to c** and he got me to c**. I swallowed all his c** and he swallowed all mine. He was coming over that morning to hang out with me. My mother came in my bedroom when he was here and she asked him if we really did that. Brad.said we have about 30 to 40 times. She said I dont beleave you tw o have been doing this for a long time. I looked at Brad and I told him.to take his clothes off and i did to. My mother was standing at my door and Brad came over and started playing with my c*** and then his lips went over and down on c***. He started sucking me . See mom. I told you. Then i told my mother that she should go in her room and take off all her clothes and let brad come in and have s** with him. She has always liked Brad a lot and then she said ok. She walked into her room and left the door open. I told Brad go in my mother’s room and I bet she is going to be ready for you.. so he got up and started putting his clothes back on and i I told him to go over in her bedroom without putting his clothes on. He walked down the hall and went in her bedroom and he didnt come back out for hours. I was a little jealous that he got to have s** with my mother before I did. I peeked in there once and she had her legs wide open and he was slowly f****** my mother.

I have a secret. I love a Shaolin warrior monk, but he’s not a monk anymore. I keep my feelings hidden, but my love for him grows stronger every day. I don’t want to tell him, so I keep it to myself. Then, he changed his path and became an actor. I had no idea he was acting. I was shocked to see him online with so many followers and fans. It feels like he’s above me now, and all I can do is cry. I can’t reach him because he’s so popular. I love him deeply. I get jealous when other women tell him they love him. I feel hopeless because he has so many fans. If he knew how I felt, he would probably just see me as another fan.

I still love him and hide my feelings. There are good days and bad days, and I often cry. When I feel jealous or see another woman flirting with him, I cry a lot. It hurts so much that I feel like I’m losing my mind, but I’ve held on for years. I cry every year. I feel okay sometimes, but when I get hurt again, the tears come back. It’s like I could cry blood. One woman even told him she ‘longs’ for him. I cried again. It’s overwhelming how many women love him. I think the women in his circle are rich and beautiful.I did nothing but hide because if he knew I love him, he would likely see me as just a fan.

Back then, when he was a Shaolin warrior monk, I was struggling with my feelings. I dreamed of him leaving his monk life to marry me. I wanted to be his girlfriend and then his wife. I had these dreams, but I knew they were impossible. My mind was fighting my heart, telling me it wasn’t allowed. Later, when he became an actor, I thought maybe he would go back to being a monk so no woman would pursue him. I let him go to a woman I knew was close to him. I felt jealous because I had nothing to offer, but she had what he needed. I gave him to her. Still, I tried to be selfless. I knew I was losing to her, but deep down, I wished he was mine. I really love him, but there’s nothing I can do.

Now, he doesn’t know how much I love him. I love him so much. I just keep looking at his social media. I also check the account of the girl who likes him and is now his friend, I think.

I lose. I really lose. If only… if only he were mine. Just mine. My heart is calling out for him. I love him so much. So much.