I’m tempted to give up on her and I I feel like I’ve been trying so long and litteeally I put in the effort. She doesn’t even try to communicate back. I don’t think she even knows I tried to reach her. The messages are unread. I’m blocked on fb. I’ve spent a year even trying to reach her on different social media on off. Tried to rebuild start from scratch. Impress her compliment her and say how I truly feel. All those months I spent on my knees praying for her for and for us that was 2 f****** years ago. Then you tease me with a vision of us and tell me well have kids and make me earn them by doing good deeds just basically keep doing it till something happens then you tease me with how she looked pregnant and no one told me s*** for months I’m left alone wondering if anything even happened with a woman I love who won’t speak to me let alone even add me on social media who was probably carrying my kid that was my gift of my love to her. Then more months go by I know nothing no one tells me anything. I spent months begging the real jesus for clarity tell me what is going on felt like their souls exist and don’t understand where I’m under this god that can’t possibly be jesus while trying to find jesus for 2 1/2 godamn years of working my a** off obsessing over what in the name of God I could possibly be doing wrong. Months and months of devotion and bible studies and all those prayers and trying to learn and fun. Months I was tormented for I think almost a year and I still get tormented. Everything I have been through in faith is so unfair. Then I saw recently she didn’t even look pregnant. This god is such a jerk. I blame the real jesus every day for not helping me or my life not h3lping me understand what is going on leaving me on my own to try to figure everything out for a year or more. All the he’ll and torment I have gone through all the horrible things I have gone through in the last 2 years. My life genuinely feels so bad that this year I finally looked for a diff god yet still believing In Jesus bc it just that gofamn awful it shouldn’t be this hard. I’ll curse you every day jesus for not helping me all those times I seemed the real jesus not this thunder thing or satan. This is bs. You have nonidea how many times u even asked for deliverance from things You have no idea how many times I have tried to confess sins or talked to a priest. How much effort I have put into it Christianity and faith and these weird spiritual things I have gone through. I’ve spent 2 1 /2 years still trying ti understand visions even. And all this other stuff that I don’t understand (other spiritual things all kinds of stuff even dreams that were spiritual) and yeah I prayed about it yeah I talked to priest about it. Your Bible is useless on so many issues. Jesus is a damn moron and a jerk and clearly is f****** deaf
I AM ALSO KNOWN AS BRUTICUS
BRUTICUS
What use is it doing all these fun things and making adventurous plans if I have no friends or significant other to share it with? Who am I going to share these memories with? Life feels so alone and pointless.
A long time ago in 2001, in the month of August just before school started in September. I went to the local neighborhood playground with my siblings. It was a beautiful mid summer day, the playground was full of other kids from the neighborhood. I did something I regretted deeply...
Not just white people – people of ALL races. I noticed that brown guys really like Asian women. Not a hate, just an observation. Women have always been subject to male gaze and objectification. It’s human nature to categorize people into boxes, easier for the mind to process. Race/ethnicity, class,...
My ferret wants to kill me I know it, he stares at me intensely through the bars and when I take him out to play, he nips me harder every time! I took him on a date to see another ferret and her owner – acted like a completely different...
I feel like I can’t do this anymore. My heart is broken…. Why am I so unlovable? What did I do to deserve the hell that I’ve lived through? I’m always so fast to apologize at the slightest thing I do wrong. I’m am so affectionate and loving....
My fiancé used to hit me all the time and threaten to kill me. He’s told me to kill myself so many times. He calls me dumb and I believe him. Because me weak embarrassing fat crazy and stupid and I think I’m going to kill myself.
I wish I can shout “Gi kapoy ko.” GI KAPOY KOOOO!!!!! Pero diko dapat kapuyon kayanon nako ni.. Gamay ra kaayo self wa ni katunga sa struggles sa uban pero I am in a void with high altitude and the pressure within me is too much.
I need to change....
LOL! Women – and dudes btw – wouldn’t be modelling on cam sites if MEN WEREN’T BUYING IT IN THE FIRST PLACE LMFAOOO. Blaming women for being s** workers is the dumbest s*** – when there’s a demand, what the f*** you think happens? Prostitution is the oldest job in...
When you try to look smug and smirk with a s*** eating grin, but your eyes can’t hide the hot rage and dead inside combo that is dominating your shattered psyche. Good s***. 👍 guaramtee I’m having a better time tonight. Lmao.
Thankkkk youuuuu
You’re more useless than t*** on a cactus
Long ago, when women peed on the stick and saw “+”, they cried. These days, they go on Chaturbate and model in the “pregnant” category LONG BEFORE they are “showing” in any way at all. Chaturbate is not like the stick, or like Covid, where it is positive, or negative....
Many women are sexist, lookist bigots. I see the way they treat ugly guys, and frankly, it’s appalling.
Why would I, a magical unicorn swan, want to fit in with a bunch of apes and chimpanzees? That’s not a reference to black folks cuz I love y’all – white people are closer to monkeys than black people will ever be.
COOK YOUR OWN FOOD IF YOU CAN – I reported multiple restaurant complaints at high end places I’ve worked at for UNSANITARY AS F*** REASONS. Dozens of eggs being left out overnight?? Dropping raw meat on the floor and USING IT. Not properly washing hands – SNEEZING AND NOT WASHING...
She’s a mentally ill racist homophobic moron and I’m so sick of her s***.
Respect,.. isn’t given its earned, somebody whom spends a lifetime taking things that does not belong to them, could not comprehend that. This person is so disrespectful it not only bleeds into the internet.. but the dimwitted troll expects to be treated as a f****** human. When he lives like...
I hate you so much, Nicole. You are a selfish person. You have so much and yet you still want to take from me.
CHINESE UGLY INCEL AUTISTIC RETARD DERANGED DELUSIONAL DETACHED P*** SCHIZO RETARD (LIKE ACCORDING TO CENSUS ALL INCELS) NEEDS TO STOP BEING JEALOUS OF MY BOYHOLE FULL OF JISM AND HE WILL BE CHOKED TO DEATH BY THE POURING OF HOLY JISM IN HIS THROAT AND A MASSIVE GUY GOOSH GOOSHING...
It took me 2 hours to find a cuter date. 2 hours! I’m out of your league now.
I realily truthfully honestly can’t wait for you to die you insignificant skidmark.
Nobody cares. I wouldn’t piss on you if you were on fire. You are worthless scum.
You need jesus.
Just emptied my bladder on her as she lay in the tub for the fourth time today. She gets so lost in it as she runs her hands all over her body as I spray her from neck to knees.
No face, no fun.
Ill drink to that. Cheers.🍸
My boyfriend is on the verge of getting kicked out of school, and continously blames others for why he is failing. He told me that he was going to be fully focused this year, yet here he is, scrolling on twitter, mid class. I just want to shout at him...
Oua de gym class a**. Do not miss that. Thank God for allergies.
remember when people used to wear the same pair of jeans at school for days without washing after sitting after people.
No sexypasta creepy crepe
F blog ulk f read cardiac lasagna
Wife loves to verbally degrade me during infrequent hand jobs. Gets so into it that it is violent toward the end as i often end up with a seriously bruises testicle as she makes me c** in her hand while calling me a tiny dicked tittie baby.
you dont get your own pronouns just like you dont get your own prepositions or adjectives, its like if I were to tell you my adjectives are handsome and brilliant. Tell me how I’m wrong
🤮🤢= Corvallus
We don’t have basements in Miami
– CORVALLUS
The moment you applied to take the unit over ours the mob ran a bckd check on you and your relatives, they took photos of all your vehicles, family members, guests, children, ex wife, ugly new girlfriend. While you were busy thinking you were collecting blackmail material on my mom...
I’m going to a private club with a female friend I’m spending time with just to keep her away from my annoying group of friends at the sports bar. They’re not members of the club, she is, and I’ll join thanks to her. My need to know everything, think she’s...
Hope this Broken website gets deleted so that the rats here can finally be exterminated like the pest they are… f****** ugly basement men in their rotting carpets trolling around the beautiful ones.
This pronouns b******* is the stupidest fad in 20 years. I refuse to go along with that mental illness nonsense.
Rot in hell with the w****
