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My sister’s husband die and I told my mother that I was going to tell her about what me and her have been doing since my dad had past and.then I thought I would be great to have her join me and my mother in bed and see what she would do if she saw.us together having s**. I called her up and invited her over.to.the house and when she walked into my bedroom and saw mom on my bed naked and me inside her she couldn’t believe what she was.seeing. I told my sister to take her clothes off and join us. She got up on the bed and she really couldn’t believe mom started eating her p**** as i was f****** mom
Mom got up and left the room and that’s when I started f****** my sister and told her that me and mom had.been f****** since dad passed. She asked me how that all started and I told her what happened with me and mom was kinda a accident when I was taking her back east to stay with her sister back east. Then i told her that i talked.her into eat her.out and having you join in.all the fun. She said that she.never would have thought.that mom would have.started.eat her.out with me inside her. Then I told my sister that I told mom what happened with me and her when she was pregnant with her son and she said what did mom say about that. She was surprised that my sister and I had s** back then. My sister said that I was never suppose to say anything to any one about that and I told her I thought why not since we were all family anyways. My sister when she was pregnant with my nephew her husband wouldn’t f*** her because he thought it would hurt the baby so me and my sister had s** all the way up to the day that she had my nephew. Then my sister told me you want to hear something else about the family and I said what and she said dad was her first he was the one that popped her cherry and I asked her when did that happen and she said one of those times that me and Dad went out for father’s daughter day they went over to Uncle Willie’s house and dad had s** with her that was her first time she never wanted to tell anybody but she told me that day she said it was really good too and she had more s** with dad along the way and she said I don’t think Mom knows and I said we should tell her and she said yeah you’re right we probably should. Then I asked my sister how often did you and Dad have s** she said every chance we could get Dad would f*** me and I let him. She told me even after she got married every chance they got to be alone dad would f*** her and she loved it when Dad would penetrate her and c** inside of her. She said that she really enjoyed dad’s come when he was shooting inside of her she always wanted to get pregnant by dad but it never happened. Then I told her about what happened with me and Dad and she was really surprised on what he did with me when I was little.

I am a 25-year-old virgin still trapped in my parents’ house, and I am putting my absolute darkest secret out into the open because I feel like I was reincarnated just to suffer. My life is a complete joke, and everything cucks me. I feel like I lost all purpose, and honestly, the only things holding me back from ending it are my parents and the social pressure and humiliation. I just want my own place to finally try out stuff like alcohol or hookers, or to get myself brutally dominated just to see if it makes me feel whole. But I get so cucked I cannot even leave the house outside of work or come a minute too late at home, and it is so draining.

Look at the architecture of who built me. My immigrant parents brought me here, couldn’t teach me the language, and threw me into special education where I was branded, bullied, and broken. The school bullies destroyed my self-worth. Even worse was a girl back then who publicly humiliated me while I wore track pants, sticking her finger slightly inside my b*** in front of others and then smelling it, while her profile bio literally said Alhamduillah, f*** her. Look at the adults who warped me: a mean babysitter who dominated me, and two female therapists in their 30s who had me lie on the ground, trampled me with their feet, and talked about how strong I am and how much weight I could take. That planted a sickness in me.

Look at my first crush who completely humiliated me, rejecting the necklace I got her and telling me to bring it to a reunion, calling me her sissy, and screenshotting my confession of love to send to her friends. I curse every single second and minute I wasted waiting for her texts. Then there was that female coworker with the age gap, my exact type. We had fun shifts, but she was a b**** who used me, made me do her bidding, and then replaced me. After she got the ick from learning too much about me, she isolated me, made others believe I had a crush on her, got me bullied, and drove me to call in sick until I got another job. I still stalk her profile pictures, freeze up when I see her, block and delete chats, and use AI to generate pictures of us out of sheer obsession.

My brain is a disaster. I have undiagnosed ADHD, autism, and aphantasia, meaning I cannot even properly visualize the opportunities I try to manifest. I cannot tie shoes, read a clock, or do basic math, which makes me feel retarded. I am right wing leaning against migration. I am literally the same race as these pieces of s*** out there raising the birth rates, mistreating women, and acting like gang rapists, but I am so cucked and useless. I hate my name, my culture, everything. I am smart enough to understand how backwards we are, even psy-opping myself with a BNWO fetish and plapping.

P*** addiction started early and completely destroyed my masculinity, sinking me into deep depression. I try to quit, I try to lose weight, but every time I try to improve, people trigger me. Everyone abuses me, uses me, and blocks me. I cant even move out because my parents get a panic attack, yet they expect me to marry and give them grandkids while they cuck me to oblivion. It all feels so cruel. I don’t even have any friends, even that was not wanted. I don’t even know how or if I can fix myself. Maybe putting this out here will change something, because this is my ultimate secret.