I had never told anybody about what was going on when I was younger with the girl up the street and her mom and dad. Her father was taking videos of me and her having s** together and me and him having s** together , and I didn’t know that my parents knew all about it. Told my mom that after my dad passed away.That dad and I we’re having s** together when she wasn’t around. She asked me what we did and I told her everything. He would mostly s*** on me and then f*** me. That’s when my mom told me that they used to watch him make movies of me their daughter and then make movies with me and him. As they were watching me and him , my dad would say he wishes it was him having s** with me instead of him. You would s*** him off and he would f*** me when I was younger. My mom and dad were in the other room watching this all happen when he was video taping me and him having s** and me and his daughter having s** too, and he would sell them. He was making a lot of money off of the ones that him were having a lot of s**.So that’s the mainly thing that we used to do with me and him having s** together. He would get close up to me , sucking out his c*** and him c****** in my mouth. Then he would f*** me and c** inside me and always had closeup of him and I having s** together. My parents let this happen for a couple years because he was giving my parents money for him to have s** with me. My dad never told me that they knew about all the s** I was having with him. I can’t say I was not enjoying it because I was having fun with him. I would have his c** all over me and his wife and daughter would watch us too. The first time he fucked me it did hurt but after that it felt really good to me. We fucked so many times and he makes it fun for me and him. I just wish it was my dad and me now that I know they knew. He fucked me over a two years span as my mom and dad let him. It was great because I was making movies with him and a lot of different scenarios. I know there was time that my parents didn’t see him and me having s** together cause we did it almost every single day. I think that was the times that he got really dirty with me and k****. Because there was times that his wife would hold me down when he fucked me and we made it look really good. Like he was r***** me. It felt so good doing the k**** stuff with him and dirty? He would put things inside of me before he fucked me.He would f*** me with them first.And then he put his d*** inside of me and he would c** a whole lot inside me , and he would show it coming out of my a**. When me and my dad had s** I was like he was making love to me. He was. I know he was. That was another thing that then ran up the street did with me.It was with makeout with me a lot while he was f****** me.He would kiss me when he was c****** inside me. The r*** scene that we would do was the best because he would f*** me long and hard and it felt good. When he came inside me and showed it on film that’s is what sold the most and for the most money. There was at the end before they moved he would have two other men holding me down as he was f****** me and then they got there turn too. He never videotaped them f****** me, but they would do it a lot and I mean, a lot at the very end, the other 2 men were f****** the s*** out of me.All the time. They all took turns and a lit of the time they would just come over to f*** me because they liked it. The one guy that was black would f*** me the most and he was very very big. He c*** was so big it would hurt because he would really f*** me hard and c** inside me deep. He would shovel it so hard inside of me when he was c******. But I finally got used to it, and he was the one that really came over a lot and just fucked me. I thought he was videotaping them, but he wasn’t.They were just there to f*** me.

I haven’t spoken to you for over a year and I haven’t messaged you for several months. I have left you alone completely and I feel it’s better that way. You may think I’m still immature but you’re wrong, very wrong! I am not your enemy and you don’t treat me well as a member of this family. You think you’re right means you never did anything wrong and you alone are punishing me for doing cruel things to a youngest brother and his wife. You like anyone else has flaws and you think you’re little miss perfect, you’re not and thinking you’re perfect, you are sincerely mistaken and truly lost. You don’t trust me with anything in your life. You’re problem is you never trusted anyone especially men in the family who are younger than you. You never trusted me not you ever trusted the youngest brother, you always put you full trust in a sister-in-law, the youngest brother’s wife. There’s always been a cardinal rule that you should never, EVER, put your full trust in an in-law and you ma’am had broken that rule and seriously offended me. I always knew you had trust issues and our late mother told me about that years ago and she pleaded with you to get help for those problems and start working hard to develop trust in everyone. It seems you don’t want to and that is rather very disappointing. Until you can change and start working hard to develop trust with the people who love you I will not make any attempts to reach out to you nor will I ask for anything from you. If you want to be the distrusting eldest sibling in this family and be bitter towards the younger siblings because of it, that’s your doing and that’s your cross to bear. You don’t trust me to this day, then I don’t trust you, either. It’s simple. Your birthday is coming up and don’t be surprised if you hear from me or not. Until then, remember what I said and if you want to talk, you know where to reach me but you have to make the first move for I won’t. I made too many and I won’t make another this time. It’s your turn and you need to make that move for yourself. And please, this is between me and you, no one else. Keep the rest of the family out of this. Take care!