another night its gonna be a long one….

This feeling I cant shake. Open the door. hello darkness. My old friend. You comfort me. I am at ease in your complete embrace. The master of my actions and the destiny of others. I find peace. The ability to relax in it.

Why do you ride my a** when there are two lanes to pass me in? Texas is not a keep right except to pass state. Texas is a get in the fast lane and haul a** state. If you think I am going to play your little game f*** off....

I am not against you. I have never met you. Until we meet I will pretend to be against you. Is that fair enough?

Lol nut case

So you are crazy in simple terms.

(In more complicated terms, you are a nutcase].

So!! I’m a trans man, in simple terms (in more complicated terms, I’m nonbinary – a demiboy [he/they] – but I’m chill w/being called a trans man), and I always thought I just?? F******?? Had tiny t***?? I never really thought about it bc body dysphoria isn’t usually something I...

I feel like everyone is against me. My family, my friends, and my boyfriend.

A bit ago my partner of 5 years and I tried getting into a polyamorous relationship with a person that I already had my insecurities about, I would like to clarify that he’s never cheated or even given me a reason to believe that he has but there was already...

On May 2022 I came back to my country after living abroad for six years. I miss living abroad so much that I think about the other country every day several times. I always disliked my country, I came back just to take care of my parent who is healthy...

I wish I could run away . Just run from everything and everyone . hide.

Im really sad that im always alone.

I had my beautiful hair chopped off last june. Its painful looking at it now. Its grown alot. It was my crown and glory. But its shorter now. I don’t like it. I miss my hair .

Why did Milton Friedman have to die? He was a great American and a halfway decent economist. We need his wisdom to get us through this tough time.

I m not a cheat . But im tempted to look elsewhere. I know I can join dating sites . I just hate cold dating . its scary out there . I don’t want to date. I just do not want to be alone .

I dont want to die alone . I don’t want to be a spinster . I am though . I don’t think I was ever loved. By anyone. Family only . sad truth .

My friend? If you can call him that , never jokes or laughs at anything fun . only about his c*** and a**. Im sooo bored . I really need fun and laughter. I don’t think I deserve a boring dull drip of a guy.

I know im not too old. I just feel ancient. I don’t know how to restore my youthful heart. To renew my spirit.

Im learning most of the good decent guys , are dead . not married. They died . I don’t understand why im alive. I don’t fit or belong in this world. I just don’t.

I don’t think im pretty anymore. Im 54. I haven’t been asked on a date in years . I feel like im wasting my life on a guy That’s not that into me. Truth is? Hes dull as s***. Im tired of being alone. I never thought I’d be single...

I betrayed you, I lost your trust, I’m risking losing you forever and destroying everything because of an emotionally immature spoiled pot-head child.

Hanging on…barely…

i wish my parents would have given me better direction in my life as a child when it was actually needed versus them just showing their authority when they needed the power trip. as a young adult, i regret not joining the army through west point and they both knew...

I had a guy over that I met online. When he arrived, he looked very different than what his pictures looked like.

He had gained about 50lbs, wasn’t showered, didn’t brush his teeth, and looked way older. He obviously used pics from when he was younger.

I tried to...

Jorsselia told me that he had a friend and that friend had a friend who “according to he was possessed” because he always said: kico will be angry, kico feels sad, kico such a thing, once they went to a cemetery and I said the friend of jorsselia: come let’s...

I can’t sleep every night.

I became very needy every night..

I cried after i look through our messages and your pictures.

I have deleted your number. Felt the urge to text you but I hold back.

Miserable snow

I’m filled with fear when when my internet connection cuts because I think my internet provider has reported me for all the h***** I watch and I’m about to be in big trouble.

Thanks mom for your dismissive actions, I’m trying to help myself. You just hold me back #crappystartto2023

I hate my family, yet I love them more. Sometimes I fantasies about killing them, and my most common quote whenever I curses someone in my thought is “Go f****** die”

On this first day of 2023, we officially are not each other besties. I have done my best to reconcile, I apologised, I confessed, I sent gift, I seek chance to talk to you. All I got is betrayal. You said I didn’t give you sufficient time and space, indeed,...

I wish my brain wasn’t wired the way it was, I wish I could just breath with anxiety. I wish being gay or trans wasn’t a thing. I wish I could just disappear. I feel like a disappointment. If I could go to every conversion therapy in the world I...

I don’t think my friends like me anymore.

All of my friends are in relationships and I’m not. I try to play it off by saying we shouldn’t date until we’re done with school, but I’m honestly so jealous that they have someone who loves them like that. I’ve had a crush on my friend for a while...

i dont know if i should take him back, he messed up but he apologized and took responsibility. i love him too much to understand if he means it or is playing. i really hope it’s the former <3

A pain, and a fantasy.

My wife had s** with another man, or several, within the first 6 months of our marriage.

I wasn’t willing to have s** until marriage, and one thing was for sure; She wanted to have s** and even tried to the very first night that...

F*** you lori

I’m 70% sure that I was the reason why a boy lost his position in a friend group and on his team. I do online school because I got s******* harassed because of a rumor. Anyways, I see guys I used go to school with and they’ve taken an interest...

I don’t support the LGBTQ community. I am NOT “homophobic.” I do NOT hate them. I just don’t agree with them. So don’t say “Love is love” until you can learn to show love to people who disagree with you.

I want to kill myself.

my heart hurts. new year same pain. Same hell.