I wish I could instantly change myself

sometimes i hate my parents. i know that it’s really bad to say that but i do. they are way too strict on me and they act like it’s “for my own good” like b**** i’m just gonna be more relentless of you.

Calculus is a b****. I’ve spent 9 years feeling confident in my math abilities and all of the sudden I feel like I know nothing, like I’ve been thrown off a cliff into the ocean without knowing how to swim. I don’t know what to do about it, I’m literally...

you fat c***…..

Look. I want you to gather up all your n****** and your faggots and your feminists and your general p************ brother, and whatever other stupid s*** you got going on, basically your stupid life, and f****** forget me.

You fat b****. You know damn well I...

My 60-year-old mother is in the hospital. We aren’t sure what the issue is, but it involves her brain. It could be something unfortunate but treatable, like multiple sclerosis or some kind of an infection, or it could be a tumor so deep in her brain that it will be...

Feeling very triggered. Nowhere to run. Would love to kill myself, but too scared to do it. I’m so trapped.

I was in-love with you the same way you were in-love with me all along. But my fears got in the way. You tried and tried and I kept brushing you off. I simply wasn’t ready. I waited too long to tell you how I feel. Now that you have...

Why do all the other people in theater get flowers for recognition? Some kid who was an extra got flower. Why is that I get the lead role and my mother just picks me up. No flowers, no support, no recognition, no hint of her being proud. Why are people...

I’m truly sorry it could never be us, and it breaks my heart that you will never know the reasons why. I am still in love with you and I think of you every day.

All I can think about is how badly I want to cut myself. But I don’t have it in me to go through with it let alone end my life.

I was playing a game with my friends and one of them asked the question “which one of us will die first?”. Everyone turned around, looked me up and down and said me. One of them continued to say that I’d probably kill myself cause I’m ‘incredibly pathetic and fragile’....

I wish I could instantly change myself. Every time I look in the mirror I see all my flaws that my mother showed me over the years that I can’t get out of my head. I wish I could change everything starting from my head; I wish I could change...

My depression and insecurities have gotten worse. Every day I wake up and lay in bed and I think about how I hate myself and my awful body and I think about how I’ll never compare to other women. There are so many beautiful women and I’m just not one...

As I get older and entering retirement I’m struggling with anxiety and insecurity. I’m afraid to make a mistake, to not have enough, to run out. I’m isolating and avoiding and shutting out the world. I’m tensing up and gripping. Holding on to the past and wondering about the woulda...

I would give anything to be pretty, have big b****, and a slender waist. I would give anything, to be loved, and not have people abandon me.

Do you miss me at all? Even a little?

I have feelings for this guy that I have never talked to but I like him. I want to talk to him but I have no reason to, I’m in middle school so it’s kinda hard cause kids are so immature. Please help me in anyway you can, advice?

I wish I was dead

my parents and one guy from my school said that I have some mental problem.Is that true?

I desperately want to kill myself but for the first time there might be a legitimate reason not to

Why am I only good enough to have around when people need something or their life sits at rock bottom ? That s****

I am 30 yr old handsome guy i dont know what’s wrong but I not found love in my whole life ,all the girls i met in different phases of my life who touched my heart i tried my best to show them my love but always time was not...

Is it really that hard to find a girl who can treat me right and fu*ks me good? Like, that’s all I ask. No drama, just someone right here right now, you know? 😐

I still miss you please come back and continue smacking me with a 2 x 4

I hate I’m so lonely sometimes I have to post on this board to stay sane. It’s not you Timothy I’m just lonely and I have to sit at home and you’re out f****** The neighbor

I’m honestly just sick of trying. Every time I do I end up making mistakes, some of them minor hiccups, other times where I could have lost my job if they weren’t so forgiving, or even my life in one circumstance.

I’m also a terrible person who treats people like...

I jerked off so much I got a really bad cut and didn’t even notice it while jerking so I didn’t stop. now I have a scar on my d***

I’m so disappointed and frustrated with my situation. I just turned 16 two days ago and got a lot of money for my birthday. I can’t get a job no matter how hard I try and my mom is a single parent trying hard to make ends meet with a...

I’d love to cut myself right now. I don’t deserve to be alive. Only thing stopping me is the pain & fear of being found out.

My family is falling apart. No my parents are not getting divorced, no we’re not broke, no, no one has died. But we’re falling apart. Mentally. My father is emotionally abusive to my mother and me and my siblings. Due to this, one of my siblings is an alcoholic, one...

I literally dont care about anything but weed at this point in my life
F Germany btw, will grow and do drugs for life

I am fixated on the idea of harming myself & taking my own life (sometimes simultaneously) to the point that I can’t concentrate properly. My life hasn’t been worth living for a very long time.

I’m a junior in high school. My boyfriend is a senior. He got accepted to a college that’s a good distance away from me. It’s not out of state but I’ll be seeing him a lot less. I’m so happy for him but at the same time I’ll be alone...

Sure wish this just could’ve stayed as a place I could’ve vented to no one. That was the whole idea to keep to myself. I don’t know why I feel guilty like if I would’ve tried her picked up the phone or tried harder I could’ve had a different outcome...

my pain will never go away. the only way is to sleep forever

Awakening is hard. I somehow feel the burden of the world. The suffering and injustice around race, class and the environment. I feel powerless guilty hypocritical and shame As the song says “we are caught in the devil’s bargain”. Stuck between self interest and the greater good it’s hard to...

It frustrates me when:
..You don’t take out the trash even though you see it getting full. Let alone help out around the house.
..You don’t defend me.
..You think you’re owed something because you came from bad relationships with wack a** b****** knowing that you made...

Always the victim…

I’m very confused I thought I was the love of your life you told me you would tell your own son down the river so we could be happy I thought we were going to be together and have millions of black babies and fly a rainbow flag over...

Me and this guy hit it off really fast, and i really like him, honestly. But now he’s sort of retreating, or at least it feels that way to little paranoid me some days. I can’t stop overthinking about him and how he could possibly feel about me. He posted...