I wish my dad would genuinely love me. I’m so tired of trying to be okay even now as a adult.

I’m jealous. I’m hurt. I still love them both and want to be supportive but it’s hard when they have what I almost had but didn’t because I wasn’t good enough. I feel lied to. lead on. Tired of being hurt. I just want to move on. How do you...

i have been thinking of killing myself for the past 6 years and the reason i havent is because i have a handful of people who love me and i cant stand the thought of them being in pain over it, but its getting harder and harder everyday, some people...

I just jacked off and there was a little bit of blood in my c**

Fighting the urge to pick a blade. Any blade.

My husband of thirty-six years and I had always had a beautiful relationship. Now, he gets mad at me for everything. I’m terrified that he’ll become physical. I’ve divorced him and blocked his number. I really regret it.

All I wanted for 2020 was to not spend Valentine’s day or my birthday alone…and it looks like I’ll be doing both…I feel I’ll be alone all my life…I wish I were allowed to be loved…or even be allowed happiness…

Rather than celebrating Valentine’s Day, I’ll be struggling to get the internet bill paid because my husband never checks his emails and the payment reminder went to his emails. This is just one of the many slip ups in the past few months. I love him, but this is getting...

If there is a god, he hates me.

Why am I helping the persons who caused all this pain to me? Why am I helping them?

After all the years they cheated on me and laughed at me. Now, I’m still helping them?

The woman who cheated on me for 2 years with other guy. Then...

I’m so depressed i haven’t done anything for the past decade. I live the same day everyday and hallucinate sometimes that I’m euphoric and awesome. People don’t respect my privacy. I’m chronically depressed. Not all depression is the same. I joke and smile endlessly even though I’m dead in dopamine....

Excuse me while I go off & stare @ the blank spot on the wall again. Cuz that’s all I have the energy for right now.

May those who are sexist, homophobic or racist be cursed for the upcoming week.

everyone in my family is smart and successful and all and then theres me so f****** stupid
my parents call me stupid one second and the next second they are like i have potential
i take the mayjune igcse exam and i had my preboards and i got...

Caught my wife cheating. She was remorseful, I forgave her. She brought up open marriage, and I couldnt throw away the long relationship we had so I agreed. She sees other people, and encourages me to do the same, but i never will. She hides her affairs from me, or...

I am afraid. I dont know whats gonna be home. And the first room i was in leaked water from roof during rain. And i m too old to tell someone i m afraid. I am expected to have it all figured out. But truth is i m terrified. And...

I’m so sad. I’m ugly. The back of my neck is dark. Some people use it as an insult to me. They don’t know that I’m doing my best to make it lighter but it just can’t. I always scrub it ’til it hurts me but it still can’t be...

Can’t sleep. This is usually when the thoughts of self-harm & suicide kick in.

This is a long one and a dousey:
I am almost 35 and have never really had a career. I have had jobs, but never a career.
My path was derailed by my own choosing, I met my current bf while I was in university and working part...

I’ve been trying to write up something to vent about for a couple of weeks and keep deleting it because of how pathetic I end up feeling once it’s partially written.

Every time I’ve had feelings for a girl it’s been unrequited. In hindsight I’ve realized that things wouldn’t have...

Today (well technically yesterday because it’s past 12 AM for me) I asked my crush out.
She said no.
We’re still cool.

I’m somehow more upset with myself for going for it than I am at being rejected.
I want to vomit whenever I remember my own...

I’m a man and can’t stand anorexic women with short hair. Short hair and anorexia are disgusting on women and I know that most men share the same opinion.

How can someone with more than two working brain cells consider eg. 165cm & 45kg or 170cm & 50kg woman as...

I’m so in love with my guide and he’s not human like me

It’s only the middle of the day & I already want to harm and/or kill myself. Just need the guts to do it.

So, I’m going to start receiving services again for the 10th time from a different agency, the most frustrating part is I Don’t need em lol, if my parents did a decent job I wouldn’t be in this mess not just that but what exactly can they do for me...

It disgusts me that my dad and grandpa doesn’t wash their hands after using the bathroom

I don’t understand why I am expected to be some happy person after the s***** and metal and physical abuse, I started killing animals at a young age and then I graduated to setting my house on fire at 16. I don’t understand love and I don’t feel it

I hope you die in a fire

Suicide is my only choice

Suicide is my 2020 resolution

i never felt loved by my family, never had friends genuinely love me and all my lovers used me

like if everyone has a currency i don’t have: privacy.

Only thing keeping me from kms is the fact that my mom said I’ll go to hell if I do I don’t want to take that chance

Once again, feeling the equivalent of staring at a blank spot on the wall.

f****** hate being on peroid.

I’m just so lonely. I’m too weird, too ugly, too disabled, too mentally ill, too stupid, too everything. I can only talk with people online, on video games, but I get depressed when they talk about their irl and I think what they would think of me if they knew...

I hate black people… . They are always around my home lurking around my wife… . She’s always peeking out the window on top of it… . I’ll just shoot all of them including my kid’s. I won’t allow my children to be raised by monkeys out of the zoo.

Jamie, I still love you. I know you are somewhere in the world without me, and I without you. I hope one day before I die I can touch your face again. Otherwise, what is the point?

I hate that racism exists. I don’t understand it. I can’t wrap my head around someone hating someone else just based on their appearance. People are scared to get out of their comfort zone, eager to listen to fake propaganda, and simply want to lash out on other people due...

Shut up you retarded n***** faggots….

F***** vermin