Today(25 may 2020) i grabbed as many fentanyl pills, sleeppills and 3 anti puke pills, i have a party in 6 days with alot of alcohol and good friends of mine. I have an eating dissorder and cant handle it anymore. I am going to eat alot this week and...

I wasn’t careful with my s***** partner and I catch a STI. And I didn’t know I had the sti until weeks later, And the guy i really love so much and really obsessing over for the past 3 months of f***** quarantine. I passed it to him and I...

Person who talks back in response to “ready to die”, shut the f*** up. Don’t give me this “Everyone has it hard”, you don’t f****** know my life. Go on and ask people if they have been abused, stalked, harassed, and raped most of their life. I have. Most people...

Person who talks back in response to “ready to die”, shut the f*** up. Don’t give me this “Everyone has it hard”, you don’t f****** know my life. Go on and ask people if they have been abused, stalked, harassed, and raped most of their life. I have. Most people...

Ready to die, Motherfuckers. I am ready to slash my wrists up and make my flesh into confetti. I won’t, it will destroy my mother. But..I’m so ready for this s***. No one truly cares and no one truly has ever cared about me. I was just getting into s***...

Wish I had the guts to harm myself and/or take my own life. Nothing worth living for.

I twerk to Justin Bieber but nobody cares 😭

i wanted somebody to care about me so i wrote notes about my deppresion and my suiricaidal thoughts and my teacher found them and made me go to a school councaler i trusted her but she told my mom and my mom left my dad and made me stay with...

I’m not actively suicidal – no plans to kill myself now or ever – but I think of it very often.

Several months ago I was dating a woman. During s** one night I cried out “make me your monkey!” in a h****, confused, bawdy moment.

She quickly grew distant after that. As a matter of fact she soon stopped talking to me and that was the last time we...

I wish you well, but I really wish you were here.

Scared to live, scared to die. Can’t win for nothing.

I’m afraid to get close and start a new romantic relationship with anyone. I can’t trust them, I feel like the selfishness of others will be the death of me, including my own. I don’t think I’ll ever find what I’m looking for. Plus I want to move far away...

YOU left ME. Remember? You left me blind and scewed me completely over.

I tried i really tried and I gave you more time and love than you desereved considering what you gave me. You were straight up cruel and laghng about it. It was a lot of fun right?...

I really want to harm myself, but I’m scared of the pain & of people seeing the scars.

Last summer I was chilling with my 2 guy friends (I am a girl). I don’t remember what we were talking about, but we got to the topic of appearance. So I jokingly said that I am such pretty girl. And one of my friends said dead serious ,,No, no...

I can’t tell if I hate my degree or I hate online learning, when I finally get down to learning I feel like I enjoy it but it only lasts an hour or so and I lose motivation again. It’s so hard to motivate myself to do anything, I feel...

So, I valued our friendship more than the feelings I had for you. You rejected me but we still talked the way we used to, with me still trying to act normal. When I was in doubt and burst, because of my feelings, I guess, I was wrong there, however,...

I stayed awake till morning 11, putting OUR special child to sleep finally at 9 and then cooked breakfast for you and cleaned sink . I took bath after so long(2 weeks) and slept till 3pm. Woke up and made snacks and tea for you.

You nag for not preparing...

Scared of living, scared of dying. Can’t win for nothing.

I am a teenager.
I went through a break up over a half a year ago. I was the one to break it off and I know I did the right thing.
I first thought I had to break up with him because of my own issues but...

I am so sorry. I wish I wouldn’t always think about what you did. I know that you raped your sister when you were a kid. I know you weren’t in your right mind, and I know you’ve already been forgiven. It means a lot that you trusted me to...

I lie to myself that I know we’ll be together someday. It gives me a boost to get me through the day sometimes. But the moments of clarity when I consciously accept that it’s unlikely at this point can really hurt. All the same I wish you the best.

cook with me, crunt with me and croak with me. youtube.

So there’s a girl I really like(I’m a lesbian)
And she’s into another girl and we’re best friends but I wanna tell her how I feel but can’t and it hurts everyday when I see her because even with covid 19 we still spend time together and I feel...

i think i have an eating disorder
i am scared
i am really scared

Get out of everyone’s lives. Stop existing. Stop corrupting. Without you, he’d be himself, she wouldn’t be afraid of her life, and he would have real friends who love him. You have no place in a perfect world, so stop dragging everyone else to hell so you won’t go alone.

I got diagnosed in 7th grade with depression, and it’s funny because I was at the doctor for a normal checkup and then he commented on my terrible posture and I got so sensitive, and just cried. Then he asked me if I had depression, and I said yes. Then...

To him: I’d prefer if you just stayed there. I’m so sick of you disrespecting my very simple wishes. You don’t give a f***. You’ve always done what you wanted to regardless of what I want. Back when you’d spend all night with HER you knew it hurt me but...

just had a panic attack with suicidal thoughts. it’s the worst feeling ever.
i feel useless and pathetic, dying is the best solution but i also feel weak, like a loser, for wanting this.
i am also anorexic with bulimic tendencies, most probably depressed, have gad surely, in...

I hate your guts. I lived in that relationship due to your illusionary ambiguity. For keeping your peace of mind, you made my life hell. And if I was given one wish – I would wish you to suffer in hell where you would be cut with blades and burned...

i feel terrified that peace will never come
i will never get to have that joy of owning a house
i wont get to marry the person i love
i wont get to work the job that i’ve been dreaming of
i feel useless and more...

I just discovered that I might be bulimic. All the symptoms fit. Being stuck at home doesnt make it easier with the binges and all that stuff. I feel ugly. I feel disgusting. I dont wanna be myself. Out of all the things that could happen to me, it has...

Feel like running a very sharp blade down my arm.

I hate the fat acceptance movement. I’m a fat woman and I’m pretty aware that society sees fat women as disgusting. Fat men get shamed as well, but far less since they are seen as having far more societal value than fat women.

I hate that the fat acceptance...

I can’t do this, it’s too much. I can’t graduate with my work. I don’t have money. I might just end it all. But I know I can’t, I have people who love me.

I have never harmed myself or attempted suicide. However, I can’t get these thoughts out of my mind.

I don’t drink alcohol very much and well I decided to have a drink during a celebration. Just one beer! Was too much.. I felt so sick and brain foggy, it was hard to make a proper sentence and it made me frustrated to the point I wanted to cry....

I don’t know why I keep getting depressed – no that’s not true, I know my triggers. I was diagnosed with clinical depression amongst other things, but perspective is EVERYTHING. What you and I focus on makes our reality. I KNOW THAT. But EVEN KNOWING that. I fail to apply...

It’s hurt and I feels like I want to kill myself….I should not do that right?