i am still in love with him but i don’t want to be
i want to forget about him like he forgot about me..

Feel like stabbing myself in the vein with a sharp object.

I’d sure like someone to lick my a*** rn, I will not pass gas in their face like Prestonian, that’s very rude to do to an asslicker

he’s moving in on my family, making himself there and offering to do anything anyone needs. i don’t know what to do. i don’t like him that way. i have decided i don’t want to do that just to be near you. i don’t want to live with this fake...

why don’t you leave him alone. he didn’t set out to do harmful things, it’s simply who he is. you didn’t protect them and set the correct boundaries as you were too busy fulfilling some fantasy in your head. every single person who shared that same proximity is guilty. he’s...

Don’t know why I’m so afraid of death. Life is a lot scarier.

Shayne ain’t what he claims he worse

It’s a slit my wrists & not wanting to exist kind of day.

It’s hard to describe the emptiness I feel. I wish someone cared. I am so tired of putting on the fake smile and pretending I’m okay. I’m not okay but not a single person cares. I am only here for my kids. If it weren’t for them I’d already be...

Sometimes I feel so alive that I can’t even fathom the idea of wanting to die, sometimes I feel so empty that I wonder if it’s better off to idea than live like this

The worst thing about this breakup is that neither of us did anything wrong. It was simply just mental issues and I understand that 100% but it hurts so much more now. I tried to convince myself I was dreaming. I love you. I’m sorry. I love you so much...

i had a mental breakdown in public yesterday. it lasted for about two hours and i walked slowly around, hung my head in shame and cried hysterically in the middle of town. it lasted from 7 through 9 p.m. there were few people around but i’m sure that the ones...

I wanna die but I don’t wanna kill myself. I honestly want to live but just… not like this.

stop asking me if i’m okay. i will literally just say to you ‘i’m fine’. i don’t open up to people anymore. when i wanted to open up, no one was there, but now i can handle it on my own. i’ve been doing it for a long time, because...

I’m tired of being so emotionally drained and touch starved. I’m rarely hugged or cared for by anyone. I just want someone to hold me and tell me I’ll be okay. Why can’t I just be loved like everyone else? Am I that unlovable?

My dad just told me that he wanted me to feel pain.

I don’t know what to do. My life is falling apart around me. All. The. Time. I have no goals, whenever I try, it all falls apart.. no friends. Nothing. God I don’t know what to do. My life is useless and so am I.

Fortnite Fortnite Fortnite n***** chink c*** b**** backsnatch f*** p**** fortnite simp simp n***** a** tittys chocolate lick log cutter bigger tittys

My sister and I go shopping together. We lost our mom months ago. She keeps buying me whatever I want and we keep trying new stuff all the time. I feel so guilty for being this miserable. My sister is doing her best taking care of me but I miss...

Getting fatter after sitting in front of my computer eating only getting up to make room for food + drinks = Fat stupid and lazy 👁️👄👁️

COVID is literally killing me. I laid on my couch all day when I was ‘teleworking’ planning where to go to shoot myself. I need my friends, interaction with people, to build new relationships and I can’t do it with COVID. My family is 1500 miles away, I moved for...

Taking a hammer to the computer I bought for my son…. With my own money

I’m scared of myself.. of the things I think and say and behave.. I’m a monster.

Every night I close my eyes I pray to whatever Gods can possibly hear me that it’ll be the last time I ever close my eyes.

And every morning they open again, I spend 45 minutes in bed trying to work up the courage to handle it myself.

I hate my mom. She micromanages me and takes away any freedoms I have. I have
very few things that make me happy and she just likes to butcher them all. I don’t know if I am depressed, but if I am she is the cause.

i have been in love with someone for two years and i will never be able to tell them how i feel because it will ruin everything. sometimes i wonder if they feel the same way but i know deep down they don’t because i am just a friend, and...

I don’t know if I’m depressed. I constantly go through rough patches where I don’t shower for a few days and mope around, eventually convincing myself I have depression. I have tried telling my mum, she said that it’s normal and everyone feels like that but she didn’t give me...

Just woke up & I already want to go back to sleep.

My therapist pisses me off. He often asks if I know the definitions of words he uses. Like..what in the condescending f*** is that about…it makes me want to switch therapists. I cannot stand to have my intelligence questioned. It’s so rude. Acting like I’m a goddamn child at school....

I think I’m so different from how I once was. In an awful way. Like I’m no longer special. This process of change happened in like a month. I might never get a chance w my dream girl because of it. And on top of that this girl is my...

i turned 23 yesterday and i can feel my heart breaking i’m alone the world is ending and i’ve accomplished nothing everything hurts and i’m terrified

truck off c***!

I was on top but now I’m failing in my craft, i see the mountain of competition and see no greener pasture on the other side, no time that I see myself able to relax or say “I’ll let the others do it”. I want to scream into a f******...

lately i’ve been so emotionless that everyone and then when i finally cry it’s a complete mental breakdown. and i’m so scared to ask for help because i’ll be told “you have a good life” or “be grateful you have it better than others” but deep down inside me i...

I am staying in a hotel. Wish you were here with me, just to cuddle. I forgot your perfume at home and now I don’t feel safe and can’t sleep. I truly miss you. I hate how things ended between us. Your sister and your mom blocked me too, and...

I don’t deserve to be alive.

Freedom of speech is dying rapidly in what used to be the freest countries in the world build on enlightenment principles. Countless rivers of blood have been spilt by those fighting and giving their lives for that right. Lives were dedicated to founding entire countries on these ideals and freedoms....

Just another one of those days I feel numbed the f*** out & feel like doing nothing but stare at a blank spot on the wall & ceiling. Oh & fighting the urge to hurt myself.

Why so?

I wish we didn’t meet the people we’re with.