I finally built enough courage to tell you how I felt and you laughed. I told you that I have been in love with you since I found out what that word meant.I’ve loved you since the first day when met when you threw mud on me in an attempt to get my attention. I’ve loved you since the first time you sat with me at lunch and shared your cupcake with me. I’ve loved you since that summer where we spent everyday building the best fort ever. I’ve loved you since the day you pushed me off the dock into the deep end of the water because I was too scared to jump in. I’ve loved you since the first time you twirled my hair and called me “Blondie”. I’ve loved you my entire life and yet you will never feel the same. I’m sorry I can’t control my feelings and I wish I didn’t feel this way but I love you. I want to shout it from the rooftops, I want to kiss you and hold you and never let go. I love you and I want to spend the rest of my life being annoyed by you. But you don’t feel the same.