i’m here. just having a blip of a hard time admittingly knowing what/who really turns you on. i know. it’s okay, just letting this sail along for a bit. of course i love you, always.

Another one of my disposables died. I am trying hard to not go through them quickly but it has been rlly hard the past week. I started to finish one in two days again. My eating slowed down and I lost my appetite again. I still forced down my three...

This summer my friend committed suicide, my boyfriend of 8 months cheated on me and left me to be with the girl he cheated on me with, and I found out I have vaginismus. Fml.

Please talk to me, I miss you and just love you, I need you, without you j have nothing else to Kiev for

How are you so okay without me in your life like I meant nothing. That hurts

No words can even come close.

you know what f*** you ,, im cute ,, im smart ,, im sporty ,, im funny ,, im stylish yet im still not good enough so ok im sorry i have trauma and family issues but im hawt ok im literally better than you fr ,, so f*** you...

I still love him. ☹️

I still want him. ☹️

I still need him. ☹️

I still care about him. ☹️

I still want to talk to him. ☹️

I still want him to be with him. ☹️

Him. ☹️

Please God fix it between us. ☹️

The mind is a trap.

I had my babies with the wrong man. I should have known when we lost our daughter and he slept through the whole hour and a half she was alive in my arms, that we werent important to him. That he was always going to be more important than us....

This world and the people in it makes me want to off myself. Truly. People are so s***. God – if there is one – please f****** help me already. It is because of this s*** I CAN’T F****** BELIEVE IN YOU.

I’m TOO F****** HURT

Oh yeah

oh yeah

Yeah,

ooh,

yeah

When a day is said and done

In the middle of the night,

and you’re fast asleep,

my love

Stay awake looking at your beauty

Telling myself I’m the luckiest man alive

‘Cause so many times...

I’d love to run a blade down my arm right now.

Vaginismus s****. Its been such a burden on me and its taken s*** a toll on my mental and emotional health😔

I feel so hurt. My heart hurts.

Here we go again. Self harm or suicide?

Apni randi maa ke bare mein soch rahe ho ki mere bare mein

Teri maa ki choot aur baap ka lauda kharab hai

She’ll never know how much I miss her. What a fool I was to mess things up with her. Now I’m so lonely I can’t stand it.

Randi ki aulad,

Badhiya hi samjhoonga aur badhiya hi karoonga aur pel ke body banaoonga

Teri maa ki choot bhi chodoonga

Yeh randiya toh aise roti hai jaise inka Bhadwa pati mar Gaya ho

Randi ki auladein maan hi nahi rahi hai

Main sab kuch randi ki auladon Ko aukaat dikhane ke liye hi to kar raha hoon

Randi ki auladein kuch jyada hi samajh Lete hai

Neither was extrovert before nor I am now and nor I will be in future.

Nobody has ever helped by taking extra step. Either I have shown my talent or I was part of welfare crowd.

Teri maa randi hai aur baap pimp hai

Teri aukaat mujhe samajhne ki pehle apni maa ki choot dekh chudwa chudwa ke kya halat ho gayi hai

Oh oo oo

I don’t understand

This should be so easy

to just reach my hand

And know the world is free

but nothings, as it seems

I can tell you freely

touchings not the only way to feel

When the rain falls

it’s...

Abe Randi ki aulad,

Tujhe main kuch nahi dikha raha hoon

Mujhe maloom hai Teri maa Randi hai aur tera dimag choot ki kick se bhara hai

After a fun-filled long weekend, I’m back to feeling numb AF & wishing I didn’t exist.

I’m still hurt.

I’m hurt.

Im sorry. I was clean for three weeks.they healed. They were starting to turn grey. Im sorry. Theyre red again. Theres more. They sting. Im sorry. I failed.

So…I think it’s okay to get mad over me eating all the ice cream cones in the freezer. I don’t think it’s even legal to threaten to “starve me” over it, though.

I’m calling you out, Frederick. You are one psychopath of a father.

If there is a God, ffs cut me loose.

Universe FIX THIS NOW! 😢

I have this feeling that hurts me so much, I can’t put it into words for anyone, thats how much it pains me. It gives me so much pain. I live a perfect and happy life except for this. When this feeling comes all i want to do is leave...

Shut up blackie. Ur a homasexual.

Oh oo oo

I don’t understand

This should be so easy

To just reach out my hand

And know the world is free

But nothing’s, as it seems

I can tell you freely

Touching’s not the only way to feel

When the rain falls

It’s like heaven’s crying

When the...

Don’t ever let somebody tell you how to feel about someone… don’t ever let someone come between you and that person.. cause then someone will just end up getting hurt.. and nothing will ever be the same.. you can try to fix it but no matter what you can’t fix...

Some things you have to do temporarily as harsh as they may across for the wellbeing and peace for everyone in the long-term.