Another one of my disposables died. I am trying hard to not go through them quickly but it has been rlly hard the past week. I started to finish one in

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Another one of my disposables died. I am trying hard to not go through them quickly but it has been rlly hard the past week. I started to finish one in two days again. My eating slowed down and I lost my appetite again. I still forced down my three meals today but it’s been tough. I regret getting you what I got you. But like always I’m too nice and care abt u but I promised myself that it is the very last thing that ever comes from me to you. I started to feel mad and angry towards u again. I think I’ll do better this time because I’m ready to completely ignore you and push all things away. I just want this to be over with Im sick of thinking abt u and hurting and I’m sick of feeling hurt from how worthless u made me feel when i know I’m worth the world. you will regret this more than anything one day and i wont be here for it and I’m happy bc u deserve that. you deserve to lose the things u took for granted.

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