I miss talking to you .

Whenever I’ve hurt myself it’s never looked or hurt this bad but I focus on it rather than other things and it does better

I didn’t want to bother you I just wanted to vent somewhere . I’m sorry . I miss you , I’m dying someday to talk

TO: ’m here. tell me something real on here, on one of your fake accts., or calling whatever. i want to hear what you wish for there where you are. i want to hear what’s real, all of your garbage and what they did to you growing up. you’re not...

Im so lonely.

It would have been ugly if I called. Maybe she was trying to spare me so I didn’t try.

Fifteen years ago you took my heart — but you never gave it back.

The urge to just kill muself right now is so strong like the only thing holding me back is laying in my bed cold I can’t do it I can’t handle this anymore I’m sorry everything is going wrong

I need him more than anybody else.. he’s my only happiness.. 🙁

Last night I left my house and drove drunk for 2 hours and I just yelled at God and cried. I have never felt at such a low point in my entire life.

im in so much pain from living. im only sixteen…im just a kid, but i can’t stand being in this world.

I’ve been hiding my depression for almost my entire life, not even realizing my constant cycle of avoidance until I got diagnosed with BPD and MDD. it really...

Feeling so very scared, sad, worn out, pinned down with responsibility and just want to sleep.

National Suic!de Prevention Hotline: 800-273-8255
Not sure who needs it, but please stay safe.
you are loved <3

I started working from home 6 months ago. I’ve watched each day as my do-nothing fiance does nothing. She plays the same video game all day every day. Meanwhile, every time that I get back to my work I feel a growing resentment.

Like right now… I’m just starting work...

So I recently join tinder and the only girls that liked me only want me to follow their Instagram, s*** I thought I could be in an actual relationship but this app is horseshit. I don’t want to hookup I just want to have a relationship, we don’t even need...

I call it painful because I was made to suffer because I loved their son . Me and he loved each other for 9 years. It was a long distance relationship for most of the time .. but we started meeting on regular terms only when we went abroad for...

Even though I am surrounded by family and a couple of friends, I never felt so so so alone and scared of the future. The only reason that keeps me going is that I’m scared to hurt those that I care about, but this immense feeling keeps on coming back....

It’s my 18th birthday and look what I got as my gift, my crush unfriended me from fb and yesterday I got my result 😑.. seriously?? I got no friends and even my family didn’t remember my birthday.. lol.. people of my age group are busy dating and enjoying but...

I blinded myself with veil of justice, morality only to be shown veil horrors hidden in unexpected places which I have heard of but never felt

What makes me so undeserving of love or someone, anyone actually wanting me back? Even Hitler had loved ones Jesus Christ.

You’re never coming back so my therapist suggested I write your obituary…I used a free online template .

It’s messed up that I still think about my abusive s*** bag of an ex boyfriend who I was practically engaged to who ruined my f****** life.
P************ deserves whatever worthless life he is living.
God, please forgive me for harboring such hatred in my heart.

I can’t stop m*********** to LauraSofia0930 on chaturbate. She’s on right now. My d*** hurts from jacking it so much. I love you LauraSofia0930!

I know he loves me.. and that makes me happy.

I felt nothing when I cheated on him. I felt nothing when my sister was crying. I felt nothing when my mother was dying. That’s a lie. I felt something, intense, but quickly extinguished. I’m a monster. Emotionally damaged. I just wish I was “normal”.

Dwar boss. I am not buying your squeaky-clean persona, you friggin phony. Every time there is even a hint of something veering off course you act like the vaults of hell are opening up on you. Because you feel like you will be exposed as the unclean piece of filth...

I keep having these dreams that you will break up with her and come apologize to me so I can forgive you and we can live happily ever after….but they’re just dreams. Not reality. I know you don’t care about me anymore.

He’s the only one who wants to be with me

A part of me wants to get the virus so I can just die already. I know that’s shameful to admit, but it’s the truth. I wear the mask for the sake of others.

I do ketamine IV treatments for my ptsd and it unlocks your unconscious mind. Literally every...

Raat mein main woh hoo Jiski Gand mein ghus kar tum free fund ke log (Randi ki auladein) hagna chahti hai

Chup baith ke roji roti nahi kamayi jati

Samajh Gaye Randi ke dimag wale

Din bhar main woh hoo jo apni roji roti apni Mehnat se kama raha hai

either two
kill myself or kill them

my mom might have covid and my sweet 16 brunch is tomorrow. the results should come back in them morning but I am so stressed because I don’t want to put my friends in that situation and I just started babysitting so that means the kids would be compromised too....

I also wonder if I have autism.. too. And I’m a pretty girl.. so u dunno.

Can I crawl into your lap? Make the world go away. Please.

i just posted on here earlier but i’m working on a health assignment and we are talking about s***** harassment and how to prevent it and i wish it was things i saw before. i just got super emotional and wish i had the strength to prevent things from happening...

He kissed me. I spent years denying that I was in love with him, but after he kissed me there was no more lying to myself. He kissed me. He said he had always felt this way about me. Then he said he could not leave his girlfriend.
How...

I could call and run to you hug you and say how sorry I am how much I miss you . I never even had the chance to try so why do I beat the hell out of myself ? I just wasn’t useful anymore or wanted it was that...

I still have feelings for the “one who got away” and I’m engaged

I miss you so much . My heart hurts so bad I can never see or talk to you again but i accept it . I really did/do love you . I think I would have died trying to fix it . I really wanted to take care of you...