Don’t you hate it when you wanna nut, but without realizing that it took nearly an hour to find the right vid to nut to?

Le sigh…

The holidays gave me a reprieve from hating myself. Now we’re back to the usual routine.

I want to give up

I don’t feel like I’m myself, as if I lost me. I lost way too many friends, I annoy my parents (without wanting to) all the time, my music I make aren’t getting noticed, I recently lost dignity from my parents, I’m failing my last year of school, I lost...

i am afraid to not hate myself when I am alone

I had been staying with my “friend” during the pandemic, in part because I was hiding from paying child support to my ex. Anyways his wife hates me and it reached its peak recently. The pair of them were out, so I went snooping around their bedroom. I found a...

I wish I could share all my dreams and fantasies about him .. and tell him how I feel . I hide a lot . I wish I wasn’t sooo quiet about s** and my dreams about him .. wish I could be viewed as his wife and always a...

I’m 10 weeks pregnant and my husband won’t stop yelling at me. You’d think I would be the emotional one, but lately everything seems to set him off. He has a daughter who lives with us for half the week. Tonight, she took something of mine without asking, so I...

My best friend’s wife was dissing my best friend, whose mom had passed away. Will call Wife Vee and Friend Rae. Rae inherited a great deal of money when her mom died, and is living off of that, and her boyfriend is living with her. Vee thinks Rae’s boyfriend is...

Not suicidal. Just feeling numb. Wake up everyday wishing I didn’t exist.

you should see the s*** mess my mother has made of things. She has no idea of what she is doing. For the last 10 years and more the last 2-5 years she is getting stupidier and dumb and can’t make personal decisions about maintaining things. she can only make...

The area near the rear of my taint, just short of the a***, is always itchy. I regularly work it for hours with my index and middle fingers and then smell them.

Finally to get a look, I crouched down naked and slid my phone underneath and took a picture...

Today I had a depressive fit and took some scissors to my wrists for the first time. I made some cuts that drew blood. I don’t want to do it anymore but I can’t live like this anymore. I need to transition

Out of money and need help
please email me at paul.nelson2020@protonmail.***

Society has a really unhealthy obsession with pedophiles and groomers as people dont care about the victims they just want someone easy to hate!

I have these marks on the body by burn marks.im connected with the devil and I hanged my self trough the mind. I’m sorry

I hate that I’m hating birthdays because of my girlfriend. I don’t celebrate birthdays, and I know I should respect her decision celebrating hers, but because of her requests, I’m hating it even more.

And I hate it.

How easy for you to understand me if you just follow me when I am active and available for you rather than spying on me in my bedroom

I wonder if this is the year I end up taking my life.

how come a dog ugly w**** like Premier Gladys Berejiklian can get a f*** and I am prettier and clever and younger and I can’t? but I wouldn’t want the losers she takes on. I have some sophistication unlike her and morals, unlike her. or is it really a...

I love you Hudson. I don’t want to, but I do. No matter how hard I try, I’ve never been able to get over you. I know you don’t like me, but you’ve made it impossibly difficult. If I’m being honest, it’s your fault I even feel this way. You...

I don’t have friends, only a few acquaintances I ocassionally contact (or the other way around). I’m not ashamed of it; I feel like I don’t connect with others and I’m ok with that. I just don’t want to be judged because of that, or look like a loner when...

yeh go baby. I like knowing when you are being abused to and seeing you hurt too. So there. you want to play that with me I will do it back you b****. keep driving trucks grunt drone psycho-dyko.

To: you are not doing anything wrong From: the op
I’m not talking about s** for God’s sake. (I’m sure that wasn’t your intention but i just wanted to make sure) I’m only 14. My parents talk about what a failure I am behind my back and then act...

As a child, I was taken advantage of, s******* and emotionally, by a cousin who is five years older than me. It went on every day after school, in his home, and on his family’s property for three to four years. Years later, my first boyfriend raped and sodomized me...

Why don’t you love me. What am I doing wrong. You’re my parents, you shouldn’t be treating me like this. You shouldn’t insult me like that. I always have a lingering feeling of dread around you two. I always feel like your about to hit me. You never do. You...

ah f*** off old b****. get in and clean your house for gods sake. I got no pity for you. after what you put on me old pig. you did this. you fix it little dwarf man maker.

Today is the last day I hear my father and mother, at least I hope so. Tonight, I’m attempting suicide. I don’t know what to do if I’m not successful. Truth be told I don’t know what to do at all. I just want it all to end. I’m tired...

It f****** hurts to be honest, the one person who is loyal to me, who gives a damn about me but we split up because he can’t wash himself more than once a week, he can’t do his share of housekeeping, he isn’t serious enough about finding a job. And...

Would love to just put myself out of my misery.

I love my best friend
I want to hug her
I want to kiss her
I want to be with her all my life

But, I can’t…

this fat a**. old fat, hanging around. it like a lump of lead to carry. I sit and can’t get up and I so sick of it. fat asses are so ugly. fat stomachs are so revolting. fat arms are dirty unsightly. I just want to be fat free. I...

Steadily losing instagram followers cuz you deleted all the s*** stuff makes me laugh. Your beauty is all you have now. It will fade. I wish someone would take it away from you now. What will you do when daddy dies and your creepy sugar daddy doesn’t want you anymore?...

disinterest of the obvious stalemate. . having little interest in wasted energy on something whose premise is so obviously misconstrued. firstly, would you please stop going on about wealth. your actions are your dead give away that you’re not anywhere near from wealth sweetie. there are no wealthy people who...

There are several reasons I had donated my body parts for scientific research. I was hurt by all the rumors spread about me being a s***. I was hurt about the rumors of my doctors giving my children away. I was hurt about being raped in my sleep. I took...

I can’t sleep, endless thoughts haunt me every night. It hurts but I can’t stop it. It feels like a knife slowly cut through my heart, and it just bleeding out. I think of my worst childhood, bullied in secondary school, being left out alone, s***** harassment, family. I just...

I think i found the love of my life. Soul Mate. Whatever. The only problem is that i am in a relationship with someone that truly needs me to survive. We have a good relationship and ill never cheat. My misguided view of honor and guilt keeps me where i...

My soulmate, how would I find you right now?

Seriously feel like harming or killing myself.