i fear the need for murder is getting closer each day

i wish people don’t immediately assume two people are in a relationship or anything that’s romantic/s***** just for merely holding hands or f****** ones a****** in a damn frozen yogurt shop! 👍🏿🍦

stolen ideas by the ones with $

Secretly battling depression for a very long time now. Its gotten so much worse the past 2 years….

I can’t trust him at all any more and it hurts so much. He’s ruined everything.

I just want to die. Seriously. For fucks sake. I started drinking again and I’m so close to just hanging myself already. I can’t get help for my supposed MPD, my drinking, or anything. I hate this so much I just want to just get some wine or some vodka...

I f****** hate it when nobody responds to what i just said. It’s like embarrass me why doncha?

I can feel the fire burning …. in my a**! I gotta take a s***!

We are too active in s** and have tried various positions and do role play. From

the Refrigerator Packing Cover we made a makeshift Glory hole and myself with

wife takes turn to enjoy the effects of a glory hole f*** and s***. Now my

wife says...

Why are there so many gay african americans on this website? Haven’t seen this many gay n****** since I went to a KFC restaurant in the castro district of San Francisco 😂😂😂

Got slapped hard by my gf today … I deserved it to be honest even tho I was too scared to admit it in front of her … didn’t realize how strong she was … half my face that got slapped is both numb and burning like hell … when...

The only time I’m not thinking of self-harm & suicide is when I’m asleep. It’s no wonder I can sleep away most of the day.

All I can think about is how badly I want to kill myself. Just want to crawl into a hole & shut the world out.

Can’t stop thinking of suicide & self-harm.

Just too numbed the f*** out to care about eating properly. If it weren’t for the hunger pains, I’d just starve myself.

I am a pompous a**. But the trauma that you show seems willful and measured.

Maybe I’m the problem. All I want is to have someone that loves me back and wants to do the simple things with me. That doesn’t care what I’m wearing, that I don’t need to impress, because they love me all the same. That we can explore together. Does that...

I have never been the same since I got my testicles caught in a lathe

All I can think about is how badly I want to harm myself. Maybe even take my own life.

UPDATE:

Puppy death count: 3

I’ve managed to let 3 puppies die in my depression. Time to schedule an appointment with a psychiatrist

I don’t like my church because they undress me while mass is going on. They call me a s***. I felt raped in church. I never wanted to be called a s***. I never wanted to sell my body. I wish it would al stop.

Got a lot of rejected proposals here too. Girls just don’t want to get married to dudes anymore. Even staying in relationship with you longterm or committing. I don’t blame them. I can’t blame them. No sane person can. Men have been absolute d_cks and f___ all this time and...

I wonder what death would feel like. I imagine it’s much better than what I have now. If only I wasn’t so afraid to die.

The only time I don’t think about harming and/or killing myself is when I’m asleep.

i want to kill myself and my family my mother mentally abuses me and my father isnt any better and now they take away all my coping mechanisms to my mothers abuse as well as my horrible depression and childhood trauma i only have a few options 1. run away...

I feel that the world left me behind. I dont think ill ever catch up…..Everyone has a great job, friends, a wonderful partner…i have none of those things.

Where are you? I am feeling lonely out there.

I think often about harming and/or killing myself.

I wake up everyday wishing I wasn’t alive.

In 1993 my wife, Lorena cut off my p**** because I was an abusive a******.

Hi I’m here to confess that this happened. So I know this girl, and after a while we started a small relationship bf gf. Well, after a few months she started acting weird and kinda avoid me. I talked to her and asked about it and she admitted that she...

there’s no place for me in this world anymore. I have no connections, no passions. I have been stripped to a husk the past few years and now that I’m free off the baggage im lost and aimless and I don’t know what to do.

ho! I am a pompous a**. but you are emotionally distracted. You never let your guard down. How can I respect you if I don’t really know you? True saints don’t go round blowing their horns and pointing fingers!

nothing i do will ever satisfy those around me.

no matter how hard i try, it will never meet their expectations.

i can dream of being what they want, that i can get by with grit and hard work, that i can climb up to the top, but,...

I drank and did a bunch of crystal meth last night and at some point I blacked out. I just woke up an hour ago with a splitting headache. I’m scared too because the remote control for the TV is covered in what looks like s*** and blood, and my...

Maybe the reason no girl wants to f*** you is because you’re a creep that ruins women’s lives by cyberstalking them when they reject you. You only get away with it because you’re attractive, polite, and nonthreatening in person. But I know the REAL you. The fragile little boy who’s...

I am just so in love with you, but you will never see it, right?

He is a xheaded

I want to f****** die my mom just wants complete control of my life like if I was a 5 year old which has in turned fucked my only source of happiness up because my mother is a selfish p************ who I want to punch straight in the face and...

After watching Chris Weidman break his own leg in UFC I pretty much pooped my pants a bit. the embarrassing thing is that when I stood up you could see my semi liquid “poop stains” dripping from my jeans. I guess irritable bowl syndrome is hereditary. Its in your jeans/genes!